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Aug 2013 · 727
Newborn to Nomad to No one
Mea Aug 2013
I wish I was a new born again,
The smile of innocence never lost
The ambiguity of life never known
The touch of love felt in every minute of life

To know what it feels like to feel the touch of love
To experience the joy of a new born's innocent mind
To live a life filled with love and hope
To dream big so as to reach for the stars
To earn unconditional love
To be the person I was meant to be
To live life filled with love and hope

To be with you till eternity!
To be with you till eternity!
Mea May 2013
You claim you know me from the time I was born...
But!!!
Do you really know me...

My heart yearns for care...
All I wish was a good day...
To hear you say I was yours...
And I was the best and priceless gift God gave you...
A child who has been a blessing to you..
A daughter to rely on...

But all I hear is that I was not what your heart yearned for...
I was not what you expected...
Every step you make towards me had a touch of disgust...
Every word you said had a hidden sword in it...


Every time you asked God why?
I asked myself why?
Every time you cursed yourself,
I cried myself to sleep...
Hoping God will give you the answer...
Hoping God will find a way for you...

May all yours prayers be answered...
May God bless you with your miracle to get rid of me!
May your wish come true...

**xoxo
May 2013 · 622
Undecided!!!
Mea May 2013
Tears swell up every time I think you are not by my side...
Tears mount up every time I think of the msg's u left unattended...
Every word you speak pierces me through...
Every move you make breaks my broken spirit further....
All I can say is that you are my unchained melody...
Mea May 2013
To define yourself, is to delivery identity...
To trust your fellow passengers is to create identity...
To keep to your word is to prove identity...


Being insipid about your identity...
Creates your identity...
Exhilarating your expectations ruins your identity...


Insipid and Interesting are the two sides of my coin
Decide and Defer are part of humanity
Expert in creating Expectations which is,
Nevertheless worthy of Niche
Trust and Tolerance go hand in hand
Irresistible yet Intangible
Transcend beyond Transition calls for the great you
Young and Youthful at the beginning but insipid towards the end of the road.

*Trust* is the cornerstone of my Identity !!!
Mea May 2013
I know I'm one among a million...
I was happy with you.... Until you took my life away from me...
Until you left me here all alone to battle with you...

You took my strong shoulder away from me...
To place you won't let me go...
Your tore me apart... You ruined the real me...
And I still count on you...
Makes me wonder why...
But I still count on you...
And I still watch the world outside my window...
Watch you play games with my fellow mates...
Watch your pranks and try to figure out why...
Coz I still watch the world outside my window...
......xoxo......
Mea May 2013
Seated by the window, watching  you ....
Watching my fellow mates...
Watching you turn people's lives...
Waiting for you to turn, to take a look at me...
Hoping you would alter the changes you've made in my journey nd me...
Hoping to find solace...

Mar 2013 · 878
Me in you and You in Me...
Mea Mar 2013
Why is that you don't understand me...
I want you more than you want me...
But you still get me wrong...

I owe you my life...
But didn't mean to ruin yours...

If ever I did so... I apologize...
If ever that makes any sense...

I love having you in my life...
But didn't mean to crush your dreams...

You mean the world to me...
Yet you fail to see through to me...

A wounded soldier....
A lost scientist...
A lost sailor...
A lost me without you...
I see me in you... and I'm lost without you...
Jan 2013 · 468
The great you in me....
Mea Jan 2013
Every time I close my eyes I see you,
Every time I dream I feel you,
Every time I breathe I know you live in me,
Every time I'm down you make me smile,
You light up my day and light up my life.
I treasure every second by your side
I immerse myself in thoughts of you
I love me because I love you
You are surely the kiss the angel blew.
Jan 2013 · 377
A kiss the angels blew...
Mea Jan 2013
A gift so perfect,*
A gift so true,
To wake up to to you, is yet to be true
*A kiss the angels blew and that is you...
Jan 2013 · 2.0k
The Imperfect Perfectionist
Mea Jan 2013
I've never seen someone like you,
Who are you,  an aborigine from perfect land...
You crush me down,
You tear me apart,
You break my confidence,
The more I try, the ruder you get.
The stronger you tear me down.

To err is human, but not so for you.
You think your perfect, well I'm sorry to prove you wrong.
Believe in perfection, try your hand at it first,
Then, and only then try your hand at others.

*  Personalised and Improvised  
  Evolves to ones likeness  
  Reflects who you are  
  Father of practice  
  Efficient when a true friend  
  Creative and rewarding  
  Time consuming  
  Institution of creative minds  
  Openness to change and  
  Never devastating.  *

Faith is mine, and uncertainty is yours.
Trust is from humans, disbelief for aborigines.
Love for the heart, hatred for the mind.
Completeness in all its goodness is mine,  
Perfection with all its imperfection is for none but you.

We try and you wreck us down,
You try and we break apart.
Let nature take its own time and heal the wounds,
Caused by the imperfect perfectionist.
Jan 2013 · 620
"Master of Arts"
Mea Jan 2013
You have always been a mystery box....
With surprises...filled with Joy... Sorrow....Pain...Love...Hatred...
The master of all creation...
Every moment is a new beginning with you...
While you also accompany an end to the old....
Your unique mix for each nomad.... is what makes you "you"...
some may call you "life" while other few call you "fate"....
but I call you  "the master of arts"...
playing as though we were meant to be your puppets....
puppets of the earth...
Well... I choose to disobey you...
Destroy your good friend who brings a tear to my eye...
Banish her from the face of the earth...
Sorrow or Sadness either way you have no way with me...
I have built my army against you...
the fear of failure fills me too....

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