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Aug 2018 · 233
Knows and Means
full moon Aug 2018
"I hate you but thank you for letting go!"
Everyone heard the words you said
They all believed, chattering and confused
But no one is better than him above
He knows everything
While you knows what it means
The person hearing it under numerous individuals standing in the crowd
Wishing he could dug a whole to hide
Hoping that he didn't did it on the first place and regret
Seeing you as beautifuly strong
Standing in the stage with chins up and resolute eyes
Lips curved into a mesmerizing arc
Dont hurt someone and dont ruin someones life for your own happiness.
full moon Jul 2018
She who doubt herself never gone outside
Afraid if she does
She might make mistakes
However never in her wildest dream did she know
What's waiting outside
Is a helping hand
A friend who silently looks out for her
Waiting that once she walk outside her comfort zone
She will be welcome with the sweetest smile
And a warmest hug
A friend who loves her so dearly
For once trust yourself and be brave, who knows someone might be out there just waiting to lend a helping hand
Dec 2017 · 252
Keep your faith high
full moon Dec 2017
Behind the blue sky
There are lights that never die

They never fade nor disappear
Instead they help me lessen my fear

Though they seem so far
I see those stars

Its not that bad
I can't get mad

They accompany me and never leave my side
Even day they never hide

Only that their presence is weak
Just like my own every  day and week

They lose their shine when there is light
And when dark they gain strength and shine bright

We are sometimes opposite nor the same
For we are like friends that never change

Though living in the opposite world
No one can separate us even a word

For the sky are made to look upon
And stars to cry and wish upon

When everything seems so wrong
They we're made to make us strong...
Life
Nov 2017 · 200
Untitled
full moon Nov 2017
Once a year there is this day
that I receive a especially gift from someone full of love and caring. .
Its as if im opening a box full of surprises but within a tresure of gold hidden
"Memories"
Us peoples hate but at the same time love surprises. Its exciting and mysterious
Nov 2017 · 191
whats important..
full moon Nov 2017
we ought to think that whats important is what our hands can hold
but sometimes we forgot that important things are sometimes meant to let go for it is the only way to make us see the view of life in a very different angle.
sometimes we choose not to stay so we could see if theres is more to what we see and feel to what is right and wrong.
Oct 2017 · 210
you!
full moon Oct 2017
its the personality
that makes a person pretty
so smile a lot
and make friends
love and fear GOD
he will make you stronger!
God is Love
Love is from Him
Oct 2017 · 242
A life filled *Amnesia*
full moon Oct 2017
Day by day I wish
Each day I want my life to end
And every time it doesn't work
Time by time my life  losses its meaning
What is my purpose?
What am I to the world?
Who am I to begin with?
I wonder whybim alive, in pain and hopeless.
Oct 2017 · 310
Too Tired To Live
full moon Oct 2017
Every day i tried to live
and it hurts to stay positive
for the sake of those who smile for me
when in fact...
to tell you the truth,
every day as i live
im too tired to survive
i always look for a reason to live. but all i find is a reason to let go.
Oct 2017 · 380
broken heart
full moon Oct 2017
i wonder why im broken
when all i want is to give a token
a token of love and appreciation
but ended up receiving a depression

if i have not given any
will i receive many?
if i have not tried to act clingy
will someone see me freely?

i am the living prof of a masochists trying to be brave
loving as if im about to go to grave
believe it or not
but i am not nuts

im just in love at the moment
and get driven by the heat of the moment
i was fallen deeply
and broken gravely..
i am in love at the person that is not right for me
Sep 2017 · 340
IM JUST RIGHT HERE!
full moon Sep 2017
when you were overwhelmed
and dont know what to do
if you need to runaway
but where to?
just tell me
and i will get lost with you
all we ever need is a hand to hold and a friend to run to.
Sep 2017 · 204
head over heals
full moon Sep 2017
i saw you
i stared at you
my eyes were glued on you
i stalked you
i asked for your name
i searched on net
i found you!
i downloaded your pictures
i bought an album
i bought a frame
i wrote poems
all for the sake of love
for i am your stalker
who fell in love with you
Head over Heals
if your stalking someone, wake up brothers and sisters!  you might be in love..
full moon Sep 2017
I knew from the start
That this day will come
There are changes along the way
And as day and time passes by
You made me feel needed no more
When frights became reality
My nightmares visits me even daylight
And when the sun comes down endless thoughts and restless nights occur
Love comes in a very unique and unexpected way
And when it leaves
It takes a way a part of us that can never be mended
Some part of it are the ability to feel and think simply
Like the simple questions with simple answers
But our heart can't seem to acknowledge
What to do?
How to move on?
Tell me what was it that I have to do
To rest my heart
To mend this broken heart?
I can never utter the word
"Goodbye"
#you came too early
And leave so easy
You teach me how to love but not to move on
Sep 2017 · 359
Deeply Hurt
full moon Sep 2017
When we are hurt
Sweet words turn into knives
It cut deeply despite kindness within

Care turns into a killing intent
That we even selfishly hurt the person we love coz all we want is them to be ours alone

And love became nothing but words of emptiness that envelope our entirety.

When we are broken
We tend to say harsh words
And worst..
We may end up punching them on the face

But when you're hurt
And that pain is because of true love
A genuine heart that feels a deep pain

Shows a never ending...
A love that never cease to exist
The stare of kindness despite the pain keeping inside
Even if you hurt the one who loves you

He will look at you preciously
He will look at you with so much kindness
He will always accept
He is the one who has the heart of gold

He whom you hurt
Will take goodcare of you till last.
He whom you hurt will love you and accept the pain you gave
He whom you hurt will let go if you ask him to.

Though his truely badly deeply hurt!!!
You're nuts if you let go of such person. You will never find him again even if you search. There's only one him. So if you have one please treasure him/her. Breaking his heart will only means of breaking his golden heart.
Sep 2017 · 185
Not Needed
full moon Sep 2017
Why is it that we only see the importance of something when its already gone.
Whenever you made me felt alone, I'm so upset. My importance seems so little that you don't even care.
Sep 2017 · 220
Your so Mean!
full moon Sep 2017
I don't asked for too much
Only just a bit of your time
If you can't even give a thought
Nor do at least your part as my other half then
Does that mean I'm the only serious here?
Have I fallen deeply to a wrong person
With no intention of becoming real to me?
Your mean
At least do tell me of I'm not the one for you
So at least I can start moving on now.
I'm not like you
It takes me forever to forget the things I love.
your mean! You let me go deep. You watch me drown alone.
Sep 2017 · 380
Troubled Heart
full moon Sep 2017
How can someone's smile
Easily break somebody's heart?
How innocent can it be?
To not notice the pain of others
Is she numb?
A clueless?
Perhaps inexpressive?
Taking all in everything by herself
Was her smile a facade?
To hoard the sadness inside
Sometimes its better to smile and laugh on things despite the pain we're keeping inside
Aug 2017 · 343
Safe here with me
full moon Aug 2017
I was told to always keep you safe
That I must take good care of you
That i should not make you cry
That I'm lucky you have found me
That of all people you choose me
Forgive me if I'm being too paranoid sometimes
If I'm being too protective like our very own mothers
Well you see, I'm just a girl trying to become a knight
So that I could protect my princess
I'm your girlfriend after all,
I just hope we would last forever
Knowing there is no such thing, only as long as we live
Haha! Who would have really thought?
We would sway this way?
But baby, I love you so much that I want you to take good care of yourself even more
Trust me, all I could ever do is stay
And promise that I'm yours alone and you're mine.
As long as there is us, I will love only you
But if ever you want me to stop.
Just say so...
And if not then I shall continue
love can be found everywhere in any forms and in any status
Aug 2017 · 281
Love on a Moonlight
full moon Aug 2017
Its good to be a firefly
Even just for a day
Even though it will last only for a short moment
They Love
While risking their Life
I know that I have found love, though complicated I know its real!
Aug 2017 · 219
What about me?
full moon Aug 2017
"Believe me" is what I wanna hear
"Trust me" is what I wanna see
If "love me" is all I can hear
Whats the point of two persons being together?
If "i will stay" isnt possible to keep
Then what about the "I love you" the you must say
If "memories" can't be shared
And all you do is "accept"
For once can you be selfish and say "I'm yours alone"
If its still hard to "pronounce"
Then
"Love" must be tired
Then perhaps its ok to expect "goodbye"
I don't wanna ask for more, I'm quiet tired hoping that something good will happen
Aug 2017 · 227
Was it wrong?
full moon Aug 2017
Though I'm scared,
I chose to say goodbye
I don't wanna cry
But seeing you leave is what I chose to see
I bear words I can't convey
And so does it mean
I chose for it to die with me?
I chose to let go. I will always be a fool ..in love
Aug 2017 · 1.0k
Im Scared That You'll Let Go
full moon Aug 2017
I'm scared because of you
Now that I'm falling
Are you going to leave me now?
Now that you know
Is it time to let go?
Though I'm in love
I don't want to expect anything in return
Because I'm scared
Its enough that you know
I don't want to hope anymore..
I wanna hope but love is a scary thing.. Its hard to get attached. Once you detached, you will be ruined.
Jul 2017 · 269
forgotten meaning
full moon Jul 2017
I often forget the meaning of importance
All I see are the efforts I do
And the gifts from a done favor
I laugh and get thrilled on the things that comes and happened
Only because I will benefit on it
I give and respect
Only because I expect goodness in return
In this world there is this one thought
Have I ever done something
That someone will ever take it
As important as friendship?
I wonder
Jul 2017 · 590
The Voice
full moon Jul 2017
What happened today still lingers on my mind
Your expression
Your smiles and laugh
Your stupid yet cute gestures
Your crazy talk
The voice inside my head
Tells me not to let you go
I'm afraid that the voice inside my head will explode
And you'll find out that your best friend is in love with you
It ***** that I can't say what's on my mind despite the words exploding on my head!
Jul 2017 · 531
The shattered pieces
full moon Jul 2017
Am I too scared to say goodbye?
I know that somewhere in my heart im alone so why?
I know that even if i wait I won't be notice
I was made alone from the start
With every small shattered pieces of loneliness
I was meant to stay the same
The same old fellow that everyone knew
I won't be the person I want myself to be
But I'm becoming the person I myself hate to become
Everyday i grew a little different
And everytime i choose to change
I end up becoming even more broken
A broken piece of life
But there's no hoping
I can't scape the faith laid in front of me
I will always be the regret living among the rhytmn
there is this regret i cant shook off. I know that i will always be hated
Jul 2017 · 604
"My Wondering Thoughts"
full moon Jul 2017
In my life
I had met and encountered people
In and outside the house
Everyday we pass through one another
Everyday we laughed and talked
Everytime, I thought of only one thing
Was I able to left a mark on their heart?
Something that will live with them
Something that will make them remember me
Even when I'm gone
Something that will make them say  "thanks god, I met her"
I want to always be remember
Jun 2017 · 1.2k
To my Bestfriend Stranger
full moon Jun 2017
To my best friend who's as good as a stranger now
I wonder what brings us together again
After you left w/o words nor smile or wave goodbye
We meet again today
But you'e cold as ice
Where did my bestfriend go?
Her looks that see me trough as if I'm not in front of her
Her distant gazes
Her words that speak her voice
Her voice that speak her mind
Her mind that's different from what she is before
My Bestfriend, the specie I can't define
We meet again today
Only to bring the pain of the past
You're leaving yet again
This time no turning back
I hope you remember at least our friendship
Sad, longing friendship,
full moon Jun 2017
As long as you trust
As long as you care
As long as you hope
As long as you get hurt and worried
As long as you feel emotionally attached
You will always receive a Love
A Never Ending GIFT!
As long as you're alive and have feelings you will give and receive love in return
Jun 2017 · 331
A Gift
full moon Jun 2017
LOVE
Is a rainbow
While life for me
Is a gift inside a box
Full of a never ending SURPRISES
BE OPTIMISTIC AND BRING HAPPINESS ON LIFE..
full moon Jun 2017
Today after a long time of being together
I muster all the braveness I had in life
And tried to confess to you
It must be your intuition that tells you what I'm about to say..
You told me "I hate love that starts with friendships.."
I said why?
And you told me "it happened before."
You lost your bestfriend after her confession.
I asked him"did you turned her down?. Don't you like her."
He answered me and said "I did turned her down but I liked her a lot.. So much"
Then I asked "if so why?."
Then he said.. "I'm dying, and the person I want to be with to my last breath is my best friend"
With that I cried not only because I found out that his dying. But because what he need is not the person he loved but the person he's been with from the very start.
:his best friend:
Only your best friend can give the peace of mind that you need at your very last breath.
Must be because seeing you die hurts those you love so much that you can't be of peace. But with the tears of your friend its kinda weird to be at peace.. I can't explain why.. But that's how it is sometimes..
May 2017 · 458
Favor from dear old self
full moon May 2017
One day I will be gone
Leaving only pains behind
Sufferings to heart
Tears to those I love
Scar to those who choose to put their hearts on me
My dear self
Cant we be gone silently?
Can we please fade away unnoticeably..
Alone
May 2017 · 343
12 colors
full moon May 2017
My heart in twelve colors
I want to express to you
Before it fades away..

White for my love is pure
Red for my love is only just for you
Blue for my mind is as clear as you
Pink for my love has only just began
Yellow for my trust will never fade away
Green for our start is just as fresh as new
Violet for our love bloom in a really weird way
Brown for despite being weird I felt strongly standing
Orange for the color you hated the most you found me
Gray for even when I get old there is only you
Silver for you are precious to me
Black for hatred never occurs to me despite so much longing
Love is colorful don't you think?.
full moon Apr 2017
Love is the hardest thing to erase
Its unavoidable
like a virus
It comes silently and
Ate us whole
Leaving nothing
As long as you have a heart
You can be infected
love can be pain
Apr 2017 · 231
Dear heart
full moon Apr 2017
I know love is harsh at times,
But it is the best thing in the world.
So love with all your heart
Apr 2017 · 222
Are we?
full moon Apr 2017
In this relationship
Are we getting stronger
As we're getting closer?

Or we getting colder
As we're getting to know each other?
I don't doubt you more like I doubt your love
full moon Apr 2017
Live your life to the fullest
Love to your hearts content
Never let sadness take over your happiness
Don let it bother you
After all life isn't long enough to experience half the world's greatness...
have fun and don't forget to give thanks... God love us...
Apr 2017 · 438
My lover and friend
full moon Apr 2017
I saw her sitting under the cherry blossom tree.
Shedding tears
Shouting as loud as she could
Doesn't paying mind if someone's seeing her
I doubt she would notice
I'm just right here
I'm never gone
And will never leave
I maybe dead
But not my soul who loves you still
Have faith
One day we'll meet once more
And we will never depart ever again
My love for you I will wait till next life
Apr 2017 · 518
Let The WIND Take YOU..
full moon Apr 2017
Cheer up.. Heart doesn't think
Don't be deceived by your feelings
Every step you'll make
Every decisions you'll made
You're heart will never think of the possible errors that you may encounter..
Never trust your mind for it only think not feel..
Sometimes don't think and don't follow your heart..
Just let the wind take you to where your soul truly belong..
We are never what we think we are
Apr 2017 · 434
Give Hope..:);)
full moon Apr 2017
Share thy heart
And never keep it stashed
One smile is equivalent enough to lighten up one small soul..
Share happiness
Apr 2017 · 177
No one!
full moon Apr 2017
I'm scared and I'm seeing my heart scattered on the ground..
No one is pickling up the pieces
It was only being stumbled and consecutively being stepped on..
I'm broken and yet no one seems to care and fix me..
Apr 2017 · 195
More Than
full moon Apr 2017
More than she knows
More than he feels
More than they saw
More than everything that everyone found
My decisions and truth are no longer match and will never win over everyone's gossips and beliefs..
I will always be on the wrong side despite being true and correct.
That's how it goes...
Apr 2017 · 188
I know
full moon Apr 2017
I knew how much I'm hate...
They hate my guts..
My attitude..
My characteristics..
Everything that made me who I am...
I was careless and tactless
So much
So much
That I hated myself even more than they do
Don't have to read between the lines
I just have to look at them and feel the heat of their angry stares..
Probably what I'm feeling now is self pity and never ending self foolishness..
Hello to me
To the old me
To my dying heart
Welcome my end
full moon Apr 2017
My God, my Lord
i have given you nothing but problems
additional suffering to your good heart
your warm never cease to embrace me
you never doubt me
not even once have you thought of me as a burden
you gave miracles that i, us, dont deserve
thank you for everything that you have given.
thank you for giving us our lives
for giving hope
and never ending love.
God forgive me for i have done nothing
but endless sin
for i have given you and the people i love
pains and suffering..
GOD A THOUSANDS AND MILLIONS OF THANKS AND REPENTANCE IS NOT ENOUGH TO HOW MUCH LONELINESS, SADNESS AND PAIN we have all caused you, i dont know where to start to repay your goodness..
Apr 2017 · 223
MY UNEXPECTED REGRET
full moon Apr 2017
Its already late when i learned
that i have fallen in-love w/o  knowing
now regret enveloped my entirety
i can no longer tell her how much i love her
i can no longer say i need her
im too much late
so late i cant accept it..
i cant tell you i love you
Apr 2017 · 226
hatred
full moon Apr 2017
right now,
im sad and alone
im scared and hurt..
my dear prepare yourself
for i will bring back the old me
and i will let you suffer
and experience the feeling of being fooled and eventually be betrayed of by your own precious trust
i will be your old friend
your past
and your enemy.
right now, i hate you my love
Apr 2017 · 346
**Unrequited**
full moon Apr 2017
One day I found myself holding back
It was my first love
A unrequited love
It hurts
Its worrisome
Its bugging me like crazy..
I wanna let her know but couldn't
I do think if she found out
its friendship over...:(
Sometime keeping things inside **** us
Apr 2017 · 403
who are you to me?
full moon Apr 2017
Ever since I met you..
I started looking forward for our next encounter,
And not seeing you somehow disappoints me...
Ever since I have known you i started laughing and smiling like an idiot and not being in that state made me think of myself strange..
Ever since we get to know each other I think I have fallen for you...
You have change me
Because I have you that I started liking my life...
And how I live now is all because of you too...
Doing things that may hurt you scared me..
You getting hurt hurts me
Somehow...
Does that mean you're my everything?.
#npmchanged
Apr 2017 · 195
Cowardly Hiding
full moon Apr 2017
Don't look away
Nothing will change if you get scared
I said so to myself
Yet here I am
Running like a criminal
Bearing a heart full of rats
Apr 2017 · 255
**Uncertainty**
full moon Apr 2017
We meet in the eyes
I look at you
Assuming that you're looking at me too
People says that you admired me
But they didn't know that I adore you
They said you like me
But they didn't know I'm in love with you
I'm always one or two step ahead
But our status is always unsure
That I found myself in a dilemma
I always heared a thing from them but not from you
Should I pursue my love for you?
Or let it pass just like our gazes..
Still remain
Apr 2017 · 747
My Gem
full moon Apr 2017
I saw you
And look at you so preciously
Your my gem
My treasure
My infinity
But look at you now
You're in the middle of nowhere
Almost to nothingness
Lifeless
Emotionless
Have that man hurt you so much
That he turned your heart into ash..
#npmchanged
Apr 2017 · 319
one hello
full moon Apr 2017
We meet
We greeted
We talk like no one else around
With just one hello
Everything changed
I fall
I got hurt
And now broken
I learned to keep feelings inside
Never showing
But never stop believing
#npmchanged
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