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Mar 2018 a mcvicar

vanessa ann

flatten your tongue
slip it between your teeth

n.

your little lips
forming an elipsis

o.

put them together
and may you declare
a word you’d so carefully deny—
no.

you spell it out
on table tops
shout it
from the rooftops

and when cursed hands
seek to defile your shrine
may you exclaim
"i am mine"

for my precious friends with hearts too soft to say no. may you be a little more selfish.

#self #love #life #no #motivate #youth #selfish

Mar 2018 a mcvicar

Forever Myth

Mar 2018 a mcvicar

Mystic Ink Plus

Forever Myth

Forever
Got half life

I’m not God to tell
When it expires

If I could predict
The future

I would have never
Believed in forever.

Genre: Dark Art

#nepal #forever #myth #expire #future #destiny

Mar 2018 a mcvicar

i forgot

Mar 2018 a mcvicar

enrique

i forgot

i used to be scared
afraid of the dark
fearful of the emptiness
but there came a time
when only the stars
were present
and without knowing
i have grown to love
the stars in the night sky
that i forgot i hated
being awake in the dark

#stars #freeverse #fear #love #hate

Mar 2018 a mcvicar

I didn't deserve this

Mar 2018 a mcvicar

Marty

I didn't deserve this

I didn't deserve this.
So much work I give.
Dangling my heart upon a string.
Arms open wide.
Love never ending.

I didn't deserve this
Screams and screams
Penetrating my flesh.
Gnawing it's way to bone.
Till nothing but pain is left.

I didn't deserve this.
Waiting for the next cruel words.
To rip away any pride left.
Making each breathe more painful.
Till only screams are left.

I didn't deserve this.
Sharpened blade cutting deep.
Searching for the next gorgeous flow.
Hiding the pain with pain.
Wiping it away hiding the shame.

I didn't deserve this.
Hoping the next line will be too deep.
Agony relieved by a mistake.
Begging the Lord for mercy
Let the razor make a home.

Why can't I have my wish. Why can't I just go away.