You'd think I'd learn, I never do.
I just can't see a world without you.
You'll leave again, and I'll let you go.
Yet a part of me will always know.

That you'll come back, and all is fine.
That I'll be yours, and you'll be mine.
But it won't last, it never does.
It's just the same as it always was.

Then you'll leave again, and break my heart.
It's no surprise, I knew from the start.
That you'd leave again, you always do.
But I can't see my world without you.

J.S

Nights like there remind me of the times  

You told me you’d always be here

And how I now find myself stuck alone

Staring at the ceiling and wishing for something

That can make me feel.



You were like a drug, addictive, manipulative,

And every single time our lips parted, I was just waiting

For the next high, for our lips to become one

Just one more time, I just want to feel that,

One last time.  



You’ve told me time and time again

That you just need to find a way to fix yourself,

But I can’t find a way to understand  

Why you can’t see how much easier it would be  

If you had someone to fall back on.



Don’t blame me for how I feel,  

I’m sorry I wasn’t enough to help take at least some

Of that pain that you feel away,

But you do not have the right to say I never tried,

Because I never gave up.