and i'm a little bored of gender norms
lifted legs to walk around the broken
and they wrap around my achilles
but i never cared

I am not a force of nature,
or so I have been told,
across the g-train platform
screamed so loud everyone heard

but he has no idea how his voice is an absorption of absolute nothings

I loved you once,
when that grey beanie was new.
You kissed me with your neck so high I thought you'd never move
But it was only me,
Went down on you so often my nose ring got infected.
There is still a scar, forever on my face, quite literally.

We each hid our rings, separately,
Everyone has that junk drawer near their kitchen sink.

I still love her, with every inch of mourning.
but now every second is not a memory.

I was your right hand woman,
sat down near me to stretch your arms over your head
shirt rising along parallels with my motives
and you look for my eyes,
neck stretched its furthest back and your grey hair falls
almost touching the ground
you spoke something that never mattered
but I knew everything in that second.

I don't want to love someone else,
But I will if I need to.
Stay away for as long as I can
To come home to nothing at all.
I lost my soul a few years ago,
It left when I said hello

How to be a non-believer
Walked upon the skylines of you sober,
dance along edges.
I never began to know you.
you never once came for me.
or said the things I need of you
Only a comfortable wish of ties
yet I wish for those to undeniably bind me.
to be ****** upon the upper bars
cars go by
and you never came.