This one is for the person I love

                       She's one if a kind

                                 Loving
    
                                  Loyal
          And i can't believe it but she's mine..


They say people come and go that nobody is guaranteed to stay in your life forver but the thought of you not meant to be never crosses my mind. "Think realistic " "be smart"is something people say to think about in the start and to the end but I can't just be there and pretend. i think of you staying forever because you treated me better than the rest who would only try to put me to the test to see if my words were true their actions beat me till I was blue but not with you..my dark and lonely days all went away when I first saw you I didn't think a person like you existed. Kindness and loyalty is something that's not guaranteed in a person but yet here you are treating me as if I was a treasure when the true treasure is with me it feels like It couldn't be but here i am.. You're dating me!?! My thought wasnt to run and flee cause  even if it wasnt meant to be I will do all I can just to make it last until we go out with a blast which i hope never happens cause I want you in my life forver someone like  you who can clear the dark weather is something someone else could never do and there's no one I rather be with than you...


    
      I pray this last and only time will tell..
  
          And I love you so so much and well i know that this is a lot to ask and like they say it's not guaranteed  but please... never leave <3..

                I love you Marina always💖

There was a disturbing silence one I couldn't get rid of I wanted life, a little noise showing I'm not here on my own their smiles and their laughs all was silent to me maybe it was time for me to quit searching for something to make me feel human

But in a distance I heard a little noise I looked around to see you, surprised as I was it was unexpected who would've  though a person like you would give me the life and the company  I have been searching for

                    I hope this never ends

i feel icky
i feel gross
i hate my ******* self the most
he was easy
he was there
he had the touch but not the care
i want you
but i chose him
now were not even friends
i want real love
not just ***
but that's all that he expects
i couldn't trust you
it seemed too good
to be true so i did what i could
to **** it up
because i'm damaged
i wasn't sure how to handle it
i was so close
to feeling that love
but i sacrificed it for a ***