Why don't you look at me?
Why don't we ever talk?
We're both so similar:
Both quiet and calm.
I like to think we're smart.
We have similar views on things
And get each others jokes!
Yet we don't talk a lot.
And you don't look at me.
At break you always sit there
Staring at your phone.
All alone.
But you never look at me.
You never say hello.
Only rarely say goodbye.
But never look me in the eye.
You never text me first.
However, if you do,
You ask me what the homework was.
Is there nothing else you'd like to ask?
We spoke before, on a bus ride home.
Or at the theatre, we even sat together!
But it felt awkward and forced.
I started it, of course.
Though you have texted me once.
This summer.
You said 'hello'
And asked me how I was.
Yet we don't talk a lot.
And you don't look at me.
I don't know what to feel. I don't know how I feel. What do you feel?