got so much to say nobody to tell it to don't wanna be a burden scared it all just might envelop you send you to **** and back when you see the pain i'm in so i keep my sadness closeted this is the original sin
hey baby, big brother i see your grimace fake fancy smile like you love me while you put stars over my words as though my voice didn't exist i see you, you can't hide you know my name you love the way it tastes crunching my bones for breakfast 'coz i put my body in this poetry i could be more explicit give you the ride of ya life but you bore me, baby
you think you're so slick unctuous like an oil spill slide my words under the rug thank god i'm quietly political here or i'd have a lot of asterisks you know i don't love you you're laughable protecting people, you call it classist notions of self respect sticks and stones so threatening too bad the world ain't soft and asterisks can't cover up the blood on politicians lips censoring things as if what they don't wanna hear can ever be forgotten
oh i know, dear poem place your asterisks are kindness meant to be helpful, maybe too bad i'm so jaded i don't see it as such, i'm sorry can't fight the system but i will never be polite i'm explicit to my marrow tasty, full of sin and rawness a fragrant flower never silent so be liberal with the stars if you so choose to be but hey, baby you can't hide from me
lol you tried it, i'm unabashedly explicit loves. get used to it. 07 feb 2019
tonight, tatsuro yamashita while i swirl the embers together blow soft like a baby breeze i feel your love all on my heart it truly is magic, mama the way the flames lick at me curl my hair around your palm and call me a goddess if it fits i do i do i do repeats itself you flare like this fire in my soul it's magic, marvelously so
tatsuro yamashita - magic ways cried, dancin' against depression. big smiles & a fire for mi diosa. (morning glory is great too, go listen!)
my smiles are so noisy corner creases ***** me open like glass, fragile. friendly. can you hear me even as i hide my face teeth like crooked pearls; i crunch the icy anger to bits make room in my mouth to fit the love & light. loud like sunlight blaring forcing the sad shades away tongue twisting, trying to take laughter's shape; i guess i'm still transparent shaky smiles like sobs the edges of my composure frayed & yet so friendly.