(haiku)

Places where we stay
Invisible walls apart
–never getting through

Fall in love with yourself
again
Like when you were five
When,
          your first crush turned you down
          but you didn't stop singing
          your nursery rhymes
Twinkle, twinkle little star
again

You are the worst nightmare
A cruel vision of abandonment
You appear as a dream come true, or you try to
then you turn into the darkest version of The Knight
a scared, a scarred little girl could ever imagine

You are the worst nightmare
whispering it's just natural for you to happen
That she should just forget and get over you,
that you are you and nothing would change
"So little girl stop your drama"

You are the worst nightmare
For after that you keep appearing in different nights
screaming everything changes, like feelings
But dear nightmare do you really have one of those now
when you only turn around justifications to save yourself

From your worst nightmare
That you are you -
a (k)nightmare
that little girl will cry over
because for her you were the most beautiful

Oh you are the worst nightmare
for only such beautiful nightmares could do such things -
          hurt her heart the most,
          stay in her memory the longest,
          and **** her dreams the hardest