My ears were ringing, the pimple on my upper lip stinging. The words they were saying, drowned in the harsh love they were playing. I know how lovely you are, how kind you can be. Oh! How I want to believe. The large weight on my shoulders made my eyes and nose run. Tick tock went the clock, reminding me of how wrong I was. Internally my heart stopped for a second, a second too slow. Her wisdom baffles me all the time, his warnings ******* me time and time again. While rope around my neck gets tighter and tighter, the days go faster and faster. Their advice I would take, hoping and hoping its not too late.
thoughts in endless swirling like a storm and un-rhythmic beats of my chest distract me i should be listening but my head is lost far, far gone deep, deep it's sunk maybe its your ****** smile or your uneven words i should be listening but the sparks are distracting oh, they'll surely be a second date
burning, i'll burn in no rush to leave with edge of the world on my finger tips yes, i will breathe not running in speed sleepless abandon the words seem to speak they heal the waste in them and the fate in them