whenever I see you
I feel you on my skin
Memories come sliding
Of what we have been


Now your lovely stranger
Knows the way you taste
All memories are forgotten
But yours is somewhere cased


This inquisition I hold in me
To search for myself
And for the world to see


Now I stand distant
Let the feelings sag
Ha! Eilish sings her own
"isn't it lovely, all alone".


                            Manya Pandey🌼

How it feels
When someone comes into your isolated dwelling
Showing you the dynamic ways
Gliding, wheeling and frisking
Laughing affectioning adoring
Making you perch on the tallest of the trees
Proclaiming that love is an alluring experience
Whose beauty never wanes
Whose pleasantness never yearns
That it is a pain, that never blades any scar


When suddenly the beautiful days
Start inflaming
And the lap that u trusted
Starts blistering
When it starts choking your enthusiasm
And your heart sinks apart
And you want to leave the animosity
Want to run and be loved


When you award all your heart
And you get dirt against
When you become some person
You never visualized you'd be
And now you are left, all alone, on your own
And are criticized
Now you are not what heaven adores
You are what a demon craves
And this house, your home
Has started burning and now it's blown


And now you hide all your pain
And laugh with a laughing hoard
But inside you is a shattered subconscious
Which wants an energy to spot this ruin
You scream in a void
And your scream immerses into nothingness
And......
Tell me,
How it feels?

                      Manya Pandey🌼

sitting on your lap

with your eyes

grasping my soul,

and your tenderness

illuminating my heart

I feel it.



I am lost,

in this totality.

cut off,

from this globe.

And its a delight.



Your touch

is electrifying

and all I think of

are you.

Love like this is,

rapture and ache.

Yet we are,

devoted and besotted.

in love.



And my passion,

whirling in the lights of you.

love me like you do.

love me like you do.

                                        -Manya Pandey 🌼🌼

Lights are gone

I’m seated all alone

folks everywhere

But none for a fellow feeling glare

Oh I feel so lost

Why are they ample and I’m not

Cant you see how deep it hurts

Regret and sorrow only flirts

This room is burning these curtains are flaring

Save me please i am blaring

Why do I have to live it like this

Destitute of love no goodnight kiss?

This place is haunted and I am a mistake

Its frozen all opaque

I want to breathe please hold my hand

Take me to snow, grass and sand

Show me how beautiful it can be

I want to feel all of me

Please take my hand and help me glide

Be my cozy day, my sunshine

help me give me enthusiastic vibe

keep me alive, help me survive

🌻🌻

                                 Manya Pandey 🌼