I knew it was over when I felt lonely with you
Always worrying if we were gonna make it
I wonder if you worried about that too
Beer and cigarettes is what I would get
To cope with the fear of losing my best friend
You really were my favorite guy
I never wanted us to end
Kinda wish I never said hi
But it’s over now
I guess for the best
I’ve been moving on, not sure how
I miss sleeping with my head on your chest

I remember hurting when you hurt
Laughing when you laughed
I saw sadness in your eyes
But purity in your heart
I don’t think you meant to do what you did
I forgive you for the pain
And I thank you for being there when you were
I know I left in a hurry
But I could feel you slipping away again
Drugs were your good friend
And I couldn’t win

I look at our old pictures and cry
Sometimes I laugh
Because I was so naive to your lie
My heart you had half
I wanted you to be forever mine
But you didn’t seem to care
Never asked if I was fine
That’s not really fair
All I cared about was your well-being
My own not so much
We’re not meant to be, now I’m seeing
Even though I craved your touch
I still do

You weren’t hard to love
You made me feel like I was
But you were hard to leave
It still hurts, it does
But I’m starting to heal now
The memories are slowly fading
Slowly but surely I’m forgetting you
But I do miss when we started dating
We had so many good times
A lot of bad too though
Those ones I won’t forget for awhile
They make me feel so low

Can I forget about the good memories
And move on with my mind
My heart would have free space
Why do I have to be so kind
To lost souls who need love
I give it away so easily, quickly
It’s all that I can think of
Because I don’t like to see people hurt
And I feel I can help them heal
Something I must assert
Is that I also need love back
At least a little will do
I need to get back on track
And love myself too

You fed me alcohol for days
Made my heart sick and my head hurt
Lost in the Michigan haze
I loved when you would flirt
With me at your bar
It’s like I was the only one there
Leaving you left a scar
The pain I almost couldn’t bare
We loved so much
At first, like a fairy tale
Then I feared your touch
That’s when I had to bail
Myself out from this drunk love and
heal my heart and head too
I don’t drink anymore
Except when I think of you

Why do I still miss someone
Who tortured my soul
Laughed at my misery
Some kind of mystery
I know you are broken
And maybe so am I
But take this as a token
My love did not lie