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Maddii Lloyd May 2016
If I were to run, where would I go?
Who would I see?

Would I be safe and sound?
Or in danger risking my life?

Would I still be me?
Or would I create a new identity?

Would I still love you?
Or would you not exist?

Would I still have these scars?
Or would fresh ones appear?

Who would I be?
Where would I go?
Maddii Lloyd May 2016
you used to make me smile,
now you make me sick.
crawling back to me,
with her sent fresh on your lips.
you made a mistake,
and im the ******* fool.
i miss the thrill i got from your body,
the security i felt in your arms.
now thats gone,
thrown away.
now im laying here,
wondering where the **** I went wrong.
Maddii Lloyd May 2016
laying her down,
kissing every inch of her sweet,
warm body.

biting your neck,
scratching your back,
tearing at your skin.

gasping, moaning, screaming.
giving you what you want.

lay me down..
please me..
tease me..

for fill my addiction, my craving
my cure!
Maddii Lloyd May 2016
remove the blade
throw it away
lay with me
take my makeup off
and hold me tight
in my baggy T
tell me your secrets
everything will be okay
baby i love you
is all i have to say
Maddii Lloyd May 2016
"No" he says
"its a 2 letter word it doesn't mean
anything " she says
"i love you" he says
"you dont mean it" she says
as she hangs up the phone and




jumps......
Maddii Lloyd May 2016
you looked at my arms exactly a year ago today,
and what you saw was the small freckle on
my right wrist.

you looked at my arms yesterday, there had
been a few changes, pink scars covering
my arms.

you looked at my arms tonight and saw
blood stained wrists, with cuts everywhere
you looked me in the eyes
with the im sorry look.

i looked back at you and said me too
and left.

taking my life i still see your face, "im sorry"
but there was more to it you do it too.

sorry we couldnt save eachother before it was
too late.
Maddii Lloyd May 2016
It’s not easy to say
it’s easier just to show you.
Rolling up her sleeves showing her blood
stained wrists.
And there’s more. She slowly looks down
avoiding the disappointed looks that are
slowly forming on everyone’s faces.
Snickering forms over the next few days
and its starting to get too much.
Day after day
she comes with more Band-Aids
more bangles
and longer sleeves
Comment after comment
cut after cut
It’s harder to hide, harder to cope. Slowly
killing her everyday she’s spending
more time hiding in her room trying to
find a reason not to relapse the she is
going to school and spending time with
“friends”
It’s not easy to show you
it’s easier to just do it.
She finally takes her breath, drifting in and out
of consciousness from the loss of blood and
the bottle of pills with the last words “sorry”
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