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Maddii Lloyd Apr 2016
you come from a broken home?
yeah me too ..
you dad left your mum?
same here ..
your mum abused drugs for years?
hey me too ..
you feel so empty and alone,
like no one cares?
you cut yourself and scream and bang
your fists against walls for attention?
snap, I know the feels ..

sitting on my bedroom floor,
with blade in hand,
blood on wrist,
talking to myself.
so you come from a broken home too?
Maddii Lloyd Apr 2016
hold me tight
kiss my lips
grip my thighs
play with my hair
bite my neck
rip at my clothes
treat me right
pleasure me long
and deep into the night
tease me
play fight with me
love me
cure my craving
for fill my craving
you are my craving
be my cure.
Maddii Lloyd Apr 2016
come here
and lay with me
in baggy t-shirts
with nothing on underneath
under the sheets
lets cuddle
keep close together
holding me tight
kissing me softly
until we fall asleep
so come lay with me ...
Maddii Lloyd Apr 2016
Blood dripping from my nose, looking at myself in the mirror looking at what you had done to me ... All from one little statement ! You are breaking me not only physically
But mentally an emotionally, I can't take it much longer ! I need to take away the pain of it all ! Why don't you drag the blade across my
Wrist too .... You started the pain you may aswell end it, cause you seem
To get a rush from it all
Maddii Lloyd Apr 2016
Pout click
Smile click
Stick tongue out click
Peace sign click

Argh, delete, *** was that ? Yuck, disgusting !

Curly hair click
Space buns click
Selfie with Bruno click
Trying to be tumblr click

No, no, no the dogs licking my nose, **** I forgot you have to be pretty to be tumblr ...

Smile again click
Tries, but slowly fading click
Puffy, watery eyes click
Tears falling from my eyes click

Why, no, not again ... Fine !!

-uploads picture-
feeling, (depressed, suicidal, anxious, unworthy, not needed) happy ! I am feeling happy ..
-not to add the fact I'm slowly dying inside ... - back spaces the last piece !

Fakes smile click
I guess they will never know what goes on behind closed doors or my eyes ....
Maddii Lloyd Apr 2016
What do you want from me ?

My love.
My Lust.
My body.

What do you need from me ?

My love.
My lust.
My body.  

You used me untill you got

My love.
My lust.
My body.
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