I never believed in happy endings
My life was insipid until I met you
I first slept by the ocean under the stars with you
Once tangled in blue, I am now tangled with you
You filled the cracks in my skin with vibrant colours
And healed all my bruises with a simple touch
With you, my life is full of surprises and wonders
I am so full of love now, there's no space for any hatred or grudge
Telling me nothing
tells me everything
I need to know.
I did everything you wanted
I nursed you when you were sick
I bought everything you needed
I took you everywhere you wanted to go
I cried sad, happy tears when you left
I new kids grow up, but I never new how quick!
I can't feel the warm,
And I can't feel the cold.
You try to make me happy,
And I try just for you.
But other than our trying,
Nothing else is new.
I worry I'll upset you,
If I can't make a change.
It's not fair of me,
To make you stay the same.
Don't let me drag you down with me.
Let me drown in the sea of joy
Of unwavering happiness and delight
Retrieve me from this dark abyss
Where I wandered without light
Moving on isn't about
Taking the pain away
Or making it obsolete
It just becomes bearable