Nowadays I know
That I still exist
Even when you don't say goodnight.

Would you still sing your tune
If they told you that you would never be a bird?
Would you still shout your opinion to the world
If they told you that you would never be heard?

Would you still stand tall
If they told you that you would never be the tallest?
Would you still voice your voice
If they told you it would always be the smallest?

Would you still let it shine
If they told you that your love was a crime?
Would you still spread your love all over the land
If they told you spreading hate was a much better plan?

Would you still be brave and proud and strong
If they told you that to be a bird you would have to sing a
Much different song?

your imperfections
are only seen in your own eyes
you are beautiful

Abandon your thoughts to keep your mind blank;
bare like the walls of a dental office;
clear like a polished mirror.
Don’t let anything back in,
even the thought of your aging mom -
forget her impending mortality.
Grasp you love for him because
Hurt can come from even the lightest places.
Ignore the world’s problems,
just focus on “empty”.
Keep your mind like space,
let there be nothing, not even air.
Make your plan now,
neglect anything other than this plan.
Oblivion will welcome you now,
Pure Spirit. Put this plan into action
quickly, before the feelings
return to ******* over.
Spotless.
Trigger step one and fill your pistol:
unload it into your brain.
****** mind now dead,
white unconsciousness harbors.
Xylographed onto the coffin:
“Young but no longer sad”.
Zen at long last.

Let me know when you will care
For now I'll just be standing there
All alone, just waiting
Even if my heart is breaking

Do you realise I've been here
Always there for you, so near
I kept your tears in my heart
But now we'll haft to be apart

For now I'll try to be a friend
Won't imagine "Until When"
It's alright to watch you go
But when you return let me know