Lynnia: Favorites

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Let go

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Sarah

Let go

Let go
what does that truly mean?
are we to fall to our deaths
or go on with our lives

how does one truly,
let go
are you to forget everything
or simple pretend you no longer care

let go
two words
so simple
but the action is so hard

What's better to let go with the chance of losing everything, or to hold on even when it hurts you more?

Jan 2019 Lynnia

"Control"

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Mindless wanderer

"Control"

Closed windows;
Shutted door.
Covered in sheets,
On my bedroom floor...

A new year night,
Yet a pitiful sight.
Knew it wasnt right,
But i wasn't putting up a fight.

Isolated mind;
With suicidal thoughts.
Pain; imaginary,
So i didnt fought...

A story of a past,
Still haunting the present.
A messed up "me",
The sight wasn't pleasant...

Already knew
I was losing control,
And a promise was all
That was saving this soul...

Written on (1/1/19)

#lost #control #past #pain #haunted

Jan 2019 Lynnia

"Eternity"

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Mindless wanderer

"Eternity"

May I entwine
In your pretty serenity,
Forever is a lie
                           Promise
                                          Me
                                               an
                                                   Eternity

An eternity in your heart...

#love #eternity

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Isolated

Jan 2019 Lynnia

-

Isolated

I don't mind being alone
I just hate being lonely

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Feel

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Lost Soul

Feel

I feel empty
I feel numb
I feel cold
I feel empty, numb ,and cold
I feel like my soul was sold
I feel sad
I feel unloved
I feel lonely
I feel sad ,unloved , and lonely
I feel like I'm a burden only
I feel scared
I feel hopeful
I feel optimistic
I feel scared, hopeful, and optimistic
I feel like I'm on the wrong side of a statistic
I feel angry
I feel bitter
I feel used
I feel angry,bitter, and used
I feel like my love is mistreated and abused
I feel tired
I feel scarred
I feel hurt
I feel tired, scarred, and hurt
I feel my body is broken, held together by my shirt
I feel worthless
I feel hollow
I feel nothing
I feel worthless, hollow, and nothing
I feel like the weight of these feelings are crunching

#lonely #feeling #hurt #sad #numb #empty

Jan 2019 Lynnia

2am

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Aquila

2am

leaving me to drown
would be a fate less cruel
then falling asleep in your arms
and waking up
next to an empty space

#love #lovers #sad #life #sleep #fate

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Fire and Ice

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Jen

Fire and Ice

I want to hide,
Behind the warmth
Of your smile.

In a world,
That at times,
Seems
Made of ice,
Do you think
There's a chance,
We could
Light a fire
Tonight?

cold days, cold nights, warm words, and a fire ablaze...

Jan 2019 Lynnia

I am no Artist (right now)

Jan 2019 Lynnia

Wanderer

I am no Artist (right now)

Artists are often
broken people
using the fragments of themselves
to create something new
and although
being healed
feels so complete
sometimes i want to be broken again
sometimes i want open wounds
so i can use the blood
to paint sunsets
so i can use the torn off pieces of skin as a canvas
so i can carve
masterpieces with the jagged bones left behind
but I can't bring myself to break my own heart in the name of Art

#art #broken #sad #blood