im running through the  dense forest, coughing my lungs out, feeling like im drowning, shivering as the bone chilling icy winds wrap around my bones like talons, squeezing me, panicking as i cant find a way out. fear floods into my eyes making them sting since ive cried so much.

i kissed you as your lips were stone cold
your hair soft as silk
still a lively hint of rose dwelled in your cheeks
let me slumber forever with you my love for our passion and pledge is eternal
let not the sunrise break us from this embrace

that hunger in your eyes, i can feel it, i can sense it, i can taste it, brimming with sexuality to make me intoxicated in aroused frenzy. makes me go insane like a mad woman.

fairies dancing in the midsummer night
flying to the nearest height
making magic and beautiful giggles
shimmering their love in beautiful sprinkles
live to the breath of mother earth
giving her new life forever first

walking quietly in a mossy path as the pearled skirt of my gown dances with the leaves, i look up to the blossoming full iridescent strawberry moon glittered with forever shining diamonds in the night sky. the soft but crisp night breeze caresses my hair & soft skin as i enjoy the true fruit of beautiful nature harmonizing in unison with it.

Traces of ***** smeared across my lips
Gentle luscious licks of pleasure intense
Will there be forbidden carnal pleasure that follows
Only time in itself will tell
Make the flames go higher within my very soul

eyes that shift from ruby to topaz
sensing the lust that lingers in the air
passionate breaths & shuddering throes
makes everything merrier & fair

let the love be tied and bleed with crimson flowing into each other's hearts & souls, forever in eternal bliss and harmony, for the no life king and his queen.

drown my sorrows away with your featherlike kisses
feeling the warmth of your protection from your arms
looking at me deeply with those intense, deep hypnotic eyes to hush my soul
cradling me to sleep to neverland with you

amber fire courses through my veins
my breath is cold to the core
my eyes blazen with rage and agony
my skin hot with fierceness & rage
hair drenched in bloodied silk
my eternal screams of hell can be heard for centuries

Let the mist swell & the stars fall

heeding to our sensual call

passionate breaths & heavy sighs

keeps us from being deprived

in a cloud of dreams, my heart flutters, in the mists of time, my sadness will melt away, my true love will come to me someday, somehow.

how longer can i sleep these nights without you
the pain that churns & bubbles in my heart
tears streaming & burning ever so slightly down my face fearing that we will be forever apart
i wish to listen to your sighs & moans of assurance your chuckling laugh to quieten my fears
hoping that forever we can be together throughout the coming years.

whispering delicious thoughts into my head
laying together languidly in bed
cuddling and melting into each other's skin
is our own personal and ****** sin

how long do i have to be bound here, twisting & writhing in agonizing pain, with chains snaking along my weak porcelain limbs, so greatly they could break me at any instance? how much turmoil & despair my sullen heart has to go through to prove its loyalty to you. are you not satisfied enough with the sacrifices & losses ive donned onto my soul to show its tenacity for your pleasure. tasting the saltiness of crimson drip from my lips as i scream in sorrow of this teasing game.

rain clouds, torrential downpours of thunder, lightning & madness, sadness & tears, betrayal and despair, whirling within me eternally until someone can be there to die down the storms and make the sunshine and brightness come back into my life again.

i woke up and you weren't there for me to arise in a empty barren house
only for me to see my house keys and letter on the countertop
as i open this letter up and read its contents
tears shed and fall from my tired worn eyes
you had no ounce of dignity or respect for me
as i tried to call a parent of yours for comfort
i got hatred and spite instead because of you to tell them to do it and you coldly cut me off
karma and hell will be waiting for you in the end
you have torn and shredded my heart after everything i have done for you
eternity will take forever to heal my mind, spirit, heart and body

As the morning glories burst in full bloom
Chasing away the drearies of winter gloom
Flutters of wings & songs of chime
Churns a new chapter in the page of time

deepening like the darkness of the mooon
your handsome beauty fascinates & enthralls me
pure alabaster skin cloaks your heavenly body
eyes as rich as beautiful crimson jewels
hair as lustrious & entrancing as the ebony shade of charcoal
your soul dances in the corridors of time
your heart stone cold but inside, hurting and softened by the grace of humanity

teardrops of heaven
song of pain
life is forever changing in this lane
pick up the pieces and start over time
the guilt & sorrow is not worth a dime
let your heart soar free into eternity
and be happy where ever you are going to be

i love you with every ounce of my heart
even though the shores & waves are keeping us apart
my heart beats for you & you alone
thinking of you forever in my dreams & hopes
i cry & tear at myself whenever a thought of you races through my mind
because you're not like any other kind
my eyes well up with joy, timidity & sadness as i reminesce our past
hoping eternity & time is not our permanent enemy to separate us cause i love you dearly so. i need you in my life cause without you, i have nothing, a piece of my heart feels shredded & torn away everytime something barricades us.

crying tears of passion
breathing heavenly sighs
emanating the entire room
let the billowing drapes sing their song

my heart aches when im not with you
salty flowing tears stream down my porcelain face making it red with anguish
i wish to never be apart from you for you are everything & my world to me
i love you with every heartbeat & every breath i take
your gorgeous grace envelopes me with love & warmth

Can you hear the whispering of my heart?
The shudders it makes as i reminisce a thought of you?
The pulsating power of lust plowing through my veins?
The quivering of my body & lips as i smile in the dark for your touch?

love is blind
you don't know what to expect of it
it can either rip you to shreds or make you feel like you're in heaven
it's a tossed coin really
but you can't expect it when it hits you and sometimes it hurts and sometimes it'll heal but you don't know which

the sultry purrs of your voice
the imminent power of your striking brimming amber eyes
the silken soft texture of your ever glorious raven curls
the smoothness of your gorgeous porcelain skin that cloaks the broken shattered heart that needs tending and care
you are complete & perfect in every way for me my darling

my love is like a ocean, turbulent & misunderstood, my heart thunders in the distance with each painful strike of its lightning. sorrow & mixed bliss envelopes me as the waves of my unbridled passion churn & crash onto the shore.

count the thorns that have pricked my heart to where it weeps uncontrollably. wincing in anguish as i feel the vines wrap like barb wire tightening onto me more. shuddering in exhaustion as this nightmarish abyss never seems to end.

how can i sit here with my heart half ripped out of my chest
it still barely beating as i'm breathing
feeling hopeless, lost & alone
having the sensation that no one will ever be there for me
i wish i could run away, start a new & happier life, but that will never be cause i'll be stuck in a prison of my own hell

i was the light and you were the darkness,
but you refused to see the light to make hope
shine and instead let it dim and die out therefore casting you into eternal abyss of your own doing.

Kissing your sultry sensual lips
brings me to heaven every time
paradise is being in your arms
looking deeply into your hazel browns
of that gorgeous soul
Swirling erratically like mood rings
Making my breath quiver and my heart skip a beat

Sultry is the night
The humidity cascades down my icy skin like warm silk
breathless in the darkness
my eyes glimmer with such lust.

falling tears like crystal diamonds from a angelic face that is in forever pain, wishing & hoping that a breath of life will be better soon even though a silvery dagger has been plunged and lodged deeply into the still beating heart of the innocent one.

i think im worthless
my heart beats, but no one hears it
dying in a echo of endless, useless phantoms of made up fantasy

every night and even possibly days
i cry myself to sleep or cry as im awake in consciousness
feeling that i have done wrong in the relationship that is nevermore
worrying and depressed that i will never find another person ever again due to the doubts of some people have put in my head
my heart is breaking and shattering as it beats
my spirit is broken and my tears sting my eyes from my uncontrollable sadness

let your heart ripple its beat so that it can be heard throughout the centuries.

my heart is swollen with sadness and pain
when will it ever go away
all those years i spent on you
wasnt really true
was it all a dream or a phase
that had made you change
even through all the thorns, the blades, the hell i went through for you
in your mind that wasnt even true?

love makes the raindrops drip in my way, making me blind, hiding the tears and pain, until the sun peeks through the dreary clouds to brighten the day, leading me to a path of joy and happiness.

love is broken when the heart is broken, and to push someone away hurts worse. a piece of the person that is gone is still there in the heart eternally and will be mourned forever. i will love you even if you hate me.

ocean mist waters churning at night
illuminated by the glimmering moonlight
tranquil moans and sighs of the abyssal air
beckons me back to home