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Nov 11 · 21
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I was born on January 22nd , that makes me an Aquarius , which is an air sign
All I know is that it makes me a chill sign
Which is ironic because I am always dying inside
Walking around like everything is fine
I don't know how to swim and I like boys with the brightest smiles

I am still learning how to be vocal
Other times I am either too loud in quiet places
Or too quiet in loud places
Jun 30 · 719
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that date you went on
made me cry all night long
couldnt get over the fact that you are gone
but in your game i was the pawn
but tonight i realized you were just a ******* all along
Jun 15 · 127
Ghosted
the though of you still haunts my mind
i can still feel your fingertips running down my back
crazy how you're not dead
and i can still feel your body on my bed
i just cant seem to get you out of my head
instead of staying you fled
on your side of the bed are all the tears i shed
memories of you are what i dread
all you did was mislead
while all i did was misread
my tongue holds all the things unsaid
while you leave all my texts unread
May 18 · 195
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you don't want me but you don't want anyone else to have me
what a shame
when you play with my feelings like a game
but i am the one to blame
cause you toy with me and its lame
Mar 4 · 358
relationshit
i can taste the ******* on your lips when you kiss me
leaving me nothing but a bitter taste of the lies you speak
knowing that your words make me meek
& your touch makes me weak
its souch a great technique
makes my ******* leak
from the lies coming out of your mouth
making me aroused
knowing that our relationshit isn’t allowed
Mar 4 · 427
.
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they say “griefing is part of life that heals you”
but if its apart of yourself that you want to ****?
because you are filled with so much guilt.
but you want to rebuild, yet feel so unfulfilled
wanting  the experince for the thrill
while being still and stagnant
forming detachments
Dec 2020 · 352
intoxication
thinking of you and i want to *****
i had such a fasination with you
such desperation
i was drunk with your ways
love is blind as they say
but you made me sick
just because you had good ****
it was all just gone to quick
rambling
Dec 2020 · 399
Labyrinth
a maze
my minds been in daze
where i constantly think about you and i
starring at the stars in the night sky
but then i think about the time
you broke my heart and i wanted to die
i think of you and sign in frustration
because there will never be any reconciliation
due to your unsettling ways
Aug 2020 · 204
you suck
i have  been sad these past few days
my mind is in a daze
thoughts of you in my mind running though a maze
i think to myself this heartache is just a phase
while you leave my texts unread and keep it delayed
i sit afraid and think
letting all my feelings sink
knowing you treat my feelings like a kink
Aug 2020 · 247
broken
you have shattered my heart into pieces
yet my love for you increases
i’ve got to have some diseases
to be sick enough and accept this fate
to bottle up all the words i ate
and not feel hate
but to wait
for you to feel the same
in this sick sad game
idk what i’m saying anymore
Aug 2020 · 161
to feel love
i do not want a love so deep the ocean gets jealous
instead i want a love as pure as child
who loves their mother whole heartedly
to feel something so real
that can’t be concealed
it’ll help me heal
Aug 2020 · 148
..
..
to love and not be loved in return
what a curse
that hurts
which makes my heart burst
Jul 2020 · 496
world ending
These days have been have felt like I am stuck in a Stanley Kubrick film
Just normalizing the traumatic events
I am looking for someone who is heaven sent
Who would let me vent
And sit in my tent of emotions
Dealing with all this commotion
Of the world falling
I need something calming
idek
May 2020 · 155
crying
if anyone knew how much i cry
they would see that my tears would
fill up oceans
because of my pent up emotions
it’ll make waves and have them crash
causing a commotion of distress
or maybe even creating a hurricane
out of all the pain
but when life’s a mess
what’s there to gain ?
May 2020 · 210
Maps
i wish i had some guidance
someone to take me the right way
give me directions
i'm stuck in this maze
i'm in a daze
counting down the days
to get over this phase
May 2020 · 152
Untitled
at times i feel like i'm going to erupt
like a volcano
or crumble like the berlin wall
or be like humpty dumpty
and take a fall
or break into pieces like the berlin wall
but instead i stand strong like an oak
not this time i will not choke
just rambling
Apr 2020 · 129
home
my heart yearns for a place
where i get to call "home"
it'll be my own
just me all alone
where i can learn things and make things
be home grown
somewhere i won't feel unknown
where i can be sitting on my throne
and nothing will be destroyed like a cyclone
Apr 2020 · 123
loneliness
these days i have realized that loneliness is underrated
i have become it's mother , nurtured it
maybe even sister and brother
i have learned it's innocence
loneliness and i have grown so fondly of each other
it loves me the way no one has loved me before
it clings onto me
like a new born holds onto its mother
maybe even become it's lover
crashing into each other like rapid waves
or even drowning , maybe even dragging each other down
oh sweet loneliness
such a bitter sweet feeling
it has learned me in ways no has ever done
i wonder when will it be gone
but will this be the end
or have we become one ?
have i become lonely or has loneliness become me ?
are something? have we become a "we"?
Apr 2020 · 193
Self Destruction
sometimes i feel like i will erupt like the top of Mt. Evrest
or that i will fall like a broken birds nest
or fail as if life's a test
just because i feel like my life's such a mess
even when i'm trying my best
sometimes i want to permanently rest
Apr 2020 · 190
Untitled
do you ever think God gets upset when we don't love ourselves enough ?
to  think it's crazy that he's known me before i was even born .
that's true love , for someone to still love you
wether it's good or bad .
Mar 2020 · 110
Untitled
i have been destroyed
like the tower of babylon
i've fallen apart to my ruins
and there's nothing left of me but a deserted memory
Aug 2019 · 208
Broken
Bending
Over Backwards
Knowing that not
Even Once You Would Do The Same For Me
Now I am left Severed
Jun 2019 · 228
hurt
How could you not
Understand that even though you broke me , i
Really still
Truly love you .
breakup’s ****
Jun 2019 · 396
Untitled
When i first kissed you it felt like God created you for me

I felt like i was the other half of your rib , your eve

You held my hand with such security , the way a mother holds her baby the first time it's in her arms

We fit perfect sleeping next to each other , You were my missing puzzle piece
Jun 2019 · 332
maze
you were like a maze
nothing but dead ends i kept running into
i was trying to find my way out
but instead you let me get trapped inside
no exit or beginning
Jun 2019 · 152
Untitled
where there is pain you nurse it . as so they say
but what am i supposed to do?
am i supposed to take my time and heal what you have broken within me?
or do i just rip everything out and let it flat line?
Jun 2019 · 262
you
you
i always said when we kissed you i can taste the next couple years of my life

your lips held stories of our love that was yet to be told

your eyes were the window to our escape , shining so bright

your voice was my night time lullaby

your hands held the key to my heart

and you , you were just everything i have asked for and so much more
i dont even know what the hell this is
Jun 2019 · 152
oh idk
childish is what you called me
but you have failed to realized i have loved you in the most innocent child like ways
you were the sun shining on me while i laid in the grass , you made me feel warm
your kisses tasted sweet like ice cream on a hot summer day
sleeping under you was my fort
you kept me safe
Jun 2019 · 166
past tense
i loved you so carelessly and free
like butterflies fluttering around in a garden
my love for you was scared and reckless
like flying a plane for the first time
my only stop and destination was you
i loved you so intensely that i would drink the poison from romeo
if it meant i get to spend the rest of my life with you
i loved you the way a mother holds her
newborn child for the first time
but you ruined it , you wrecked me
you took me down like the berlin wall
now there’s nothing left of me
Jun 2019 · 129
rambling
i thought i only read about our love in books
and saw them in movies
how messy it ended up to be.
how it shattered like a vase
there’s no way we can piece it back together
it was damaged but beautiful
like you
May 2019 · 148
Untitled
i got tangled in your web of lies

i was the fly that got trapped
May 2019 · 221
hurricane
i look at you and realize why hurricanes are named after people

you came and destroyed every bit of me

your waves just crashed into me and dragged me away

swept me away and left me deserted

there is nothing left to me

now i am an abandoned abyss

i am bad history

just a faint memory of the damages you have caused

nothing left but low tides and bad rides
rambling not my best work lol
May 2019 · 130
Lies
Listening
Intensively to
Every
Single lie you tell
May 2019 · 157
Untitled
Frequently wondering what’s
Really going on
At this point and time
I’m tired and really need to
Get away before leaving without  
Looking back and pretend you don’t
Exist to me
Apr 2019 · 134
fragile .
you are fragile
and i want to pick up every broken piece
i want to mend the pieces
make you whole again
Apr 2019 · 180
LOVE
the most simple yet complex feeling ever
is this something i am afraid of
am i hiding behind this mask?
or are you hiding yourself from me?
i dont know , i think this is *******
Apr 2019 · 207
art
art
you are my canvas
i will paint you with passion
let your soul come to life with beautiful radiant colors
molding you into perfection
you will be my david , standing beautiful and strong
you will be my starry night
because whenever i look at you i see the stars
my muse .
Apr 2019 · 182
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you are my sun
you brighten up my days
you are my moon
keeping me at peace
you are the stars in my night sky
you shine on me at night
you are my entire universe
Mar 2019 · 749
lack of words
i lack the vocabulary to describe you
but if i can put words together and come up with something
i’d say you are my mona lisa
my work of art
my masterpiece
you complete me
they see you , then they see me
rambling
Feb 2019 · 199
Mad
Mad
Mainly
Adding fuel to this
Dangerous fire inside me
Feb 2019 · 159
Untitled
your lips are full of poison
the way i taste the lies off your mouth
taste bitter
the sound of your voice while you speak those worlds of filth
make me nauseated
word *****
everything you do to me
it kills me slowly
Feb 2019 · 255
Boomerang
I must be a boomerang
He Tosses Me Away
And I Come Right Back
Jan 2019 · 228
hurt
your fingertips cut me like unswept glass every time you touch me
my ears bleed every time they hear your lies
my tongues gets sores from tasting the sourness off your mouth
my eyes cry from looking at the person standing in front of me and realizing you’re not the person you used to be before
my heart breaks from the promises you said you would fulfil but didn’t
my feet hurt from always walking the extra mile for you
my arms are sore from having them always stretched wide open waiting for you
Jan 2019 · 157
Book
you ever want someone to treat you the way you treat your favorite book?
but you’re not on the same page
somehow the words don’t come out his mouth
and he can’t form sentences
so the pages have nothing but nonsense
and you don’t understand it
blank page after blank page
he can’t see the value in you
how you form the  most whimsical
paragraphs
and how you got a way with words
but he’s full of typos and his sentences are all over the place
you’re a best seller and he’s a flop
i don’t ******* know
Dec 2018 · 287
Untitled
we are like oil and vinegar
we don’t mix
but i’m always
trying to spread the love with you
Dec 2018 · 138
Storm
your name will always be a reminder
as to why storms are named after people
you came and destroyed me
flooded my soul with your waves
of distruction
washing me away
took everything i had and you wrecked it
full force and left no trace of who i was behind
but a rememberence of who you were and what you did
Dec 2018 · 156
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when i see toilet paper i think of you
because you’re so full of ****
and i want to wipe away all the
filth and lies that you have
and flush you down the toilet so you can disappear
Nov 2018 · 236
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i am a tornado
just a whirlwind of emotions
knocking down and destroying things
taking everything with me
because i self destruct
from all the emotions
i surpress from myself and everyone
Nov 2018 · 331
saved
secretly
anticipating
vividly
every
departure
Nov 2018 · 522
Untitled
i’m stuck in this phase
and everything is just a daze
my life’s been a crazy maze
like a cat and mouse chase
i’m running out of grace
can’t keep up with the pace
i’m coming out last in the race
am i just a lost case?
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