Yeah, it hurts, but it's true, I shouldn't care, but I do I hide who I'm inside, like I've got something to prove But what I've learnt is that pretending ends up bad for my health What's the point of being if I'm not being myself?
I drink my coffee in the morning I brush my teeth before bed I fake a smile to keep the sad thoughts Out of my head I sit outside and watch the world spin I bet you probably moved on But I still can't seem to sing Hmm, anything but this song
I've asked my therapist, my mom and dad the same I've asked my friends and fam, they all say I'm to blame I've spent all this time pretending I'm okay Well, I'm not okay
Today might be the day I go insane The day I go insane That'll be the day, today might be the day The day I go insane
It'll probably be the best day in my life I'll be rid of all my problems, I'll be rid of my strife And I can't even fix an issue by just sayin' "Good night" And I don't even got to worry if I'm wrong or I'm right And when I argue with my darkest side, it's comin' to light I'd rather have 'em call me crazy, than have another fight with you This mind of mine is mine to lose, it's true
Cross my heart and hope to die I’ve felt this pain a million times I say I’m good but it’s a lie I wish you knew how I felt inside
80 in the whip as the rain hits my windshield Driving fast to escape how I really feel I would tell you but that’s a big deal You don’t see what I see that’s how I feel
Hit the gas and I’m floating now Text you back and hoping now You stay with me you don’t *** around I don’t know where I’m going now I’m always chasing you around You pull me down when I’m off the ground Playing games like cat and mouse One time just come around I’m a get so high like The skylight You tell me I’m a down guy Girl yeah is you down tonight Go and get it till the sky rise We gon get it like the high rise All the way up to the top Baby girl we don’t gotta stop