That little moment when I remember of your absence, is like I'm aware of my breath out of sudden or being conscious of my eyes blinking just like that and you evade away from my mind
people have been naming stars with their significant other's name but mine is always you though we have gone insignificant and we are slowly falling out of love I still find my end of the rainbow to you I still find your eyes are the whole galaxy with the planets, with meteors and stardust and though your hug feels less like home I wanna stay longer until i fall in love again in our next morning
for my words have no sense when I begin to transfer it from my quivering lips I think it would be the best if I just write in a paper where all the senses have put aside where all I am trying to say is for you to comprehend to break the puzzles
when the evening gets drunk in the level of my knees, when every clouds gather in one room with umbrellas I begin to question every existence i met today how a dog is called a dog and why they are animals why human is not in the same class as them
"eyes never lie", you said and I can only smile and I hope my tears won't fall and my mind starts playing happy memories "I'm not sad" the guilt inside my stomach starts to twist and form a cancer "I can tell" you said it like you are pointing someone's fatal flaw and i hope you won't leave because of one sad little girl
"you laugh too much; or not at all" to the statement i frown, and find myself in disgust. i don't wish for people to see what I'm trying to hold against; but i wish they knew I'm struggling with things they wouldn't win over