Dredd

Dredd Dec 2018

who do i talk to at 2:17 in the morning?
my mom?
my dad?
my brother?
my sister?
her girlfriend?
my good friends?
the moon?

don't talk.

listen.

slowly you'll hear a faint sound.
it'll gradually become louder and clear.
you'll hear yourself begging and crying for you
to listen
then
you'll understand. or not.

-Internal conversations

-D.L.

#internal #conversations #loneliness #moon #struggle #sadness #selflove #understanding #feelings #people

Dredd Dec 2018

Hahahaha

are you actually laughing?
did you fall of your seat because it was that funny?

or was it just a silent filler,
filling those awkward pauses just so you can start another conversation.

was it just an automatic response that doesn't have real meaning?
did it make you LOL
or ROFL?

i didn't think so.
it wasn't that funny.

-D.L

#funny #empty #meaningless #automatic #bored #feelings #hahaha #laughing #truth #fake

Dredd Dec 2018

Life

take it one song at a time.

-D.L.

#life #breathe #relax #music #calm #dont #sing #worry #enjoy #think

Dredd Dec 2018

Intrigued

you intrigue me yet
you scare me
you are a mystery and
it intices me but
everytime i look at you
i feel unsure
like you are playing with me.

i feel like i am going back to that state of uncertainty
but i have learned my lesson.

my mind can play tricks on me.
my heart can learn the rules but
my soul ultimately tells
me when to stop playing the game.

D.L.

#curious #love #lust #interest #feelings #unsure #desire #mystery #intrigued #games

Dredd Dec 2018

Distraction

you are a distraction.
not just a normal distraction but a soul crushing, joyful yet disappointing distraction.
your smile hides a thousand lies.
your eyes cloud my immidiate thoughts.
your presence bring laughter and it brings tears to my eyes - not the good ones.
you are a distraction.

-an unhealthy one i might add.

D.L.

#distraction #love #lust #thoughts #feelings #disappointed #heartbreak

Dredd Dec 2018

Thank u, next

i have taken your feelings into consideration
.. oh wait
.. oops
.. sorry
.. nah
i gotta take my feelings
into consideration
first.

-thank u,next

-D.L.

#bye #done #feelings #gurl #arianagrande #selfish #selflove #love #realization

Dredd Dec 2018

Boys

is my heart that desperate
that it fills its void with boys when only a man can fulfil it.

-D.L.

#love #lust #boys #men #gay #heart #desperate #selfrealization #eyeopening #selflove