I looked at her like a queen , I dreamt of drinking wine and listening to "Colors of the wind" by Marilyn in a nice place alone like we we're meant to be . I wanted to sweep her off her feet and make her love me, but now the room is so empty full of hurt and sadness sitting on the table that I dreamt of us having a good time drinking beautiful red wine , now I fill my glass up high so I can drink for two and cheers to myself "at lest you tried" . Dancing alone wishing she was here with me but now I'm left with memories and imaginations , whispering to myself "I love you" hoping she would have felt my energy , forever hoping she would come back and fall in deep love with me but for the mean time I'll be dancing like a ballerina in a music box waiting for her to come and join me.

Here I am, outside laying down on the grass while my body heat slowly making it warm . I shut my sorrowful eyes and all the memories run through my mind like the hairs on the stick running down the strings of a violin, how the memories play so emotionally in my head , the good, the bad , and the sad , I whisper to myself the main question "Why did you give up on me so fast ?" . I was not the quitter after all , all the images of our memories play like a movie clear as day wishing I could actually feel there touch , but in reality I'm here laying down on the grass missing there warm hugs . We we're holding each other's hands mine so strongly but they where holding my mine so weakly letting me go so quickly , so now I dance to slow Orchestra alone with my eyes shut closed while tears of mine run down my face to every instrument that hits every beautiful note. Spinning myself around like a princess but wishing the person I truly love was dancing with me, why we're we so limited ? Why couldn't we throw away the time ? Why did time beat us to it ?

“I know you miss me touching myself , getting my pink ***** really wet begging to *** … Don’t you miss my round beautiful *** and how it shakes to every step I take naked ? I know you miss me , I know you want me you crave me I know you lay at home touching yourself sexually with the imaginations or the memories you have of me, you touch yourself and *** because of me, you miss my mouth and how small and wet my pink lips are and my titis you loved how small And perky they where and my pink brownish ******’s You love and enjoyed every second of me how you loved my taste of my ***** how my *** slipped right into your mouth and my tight little ******* you beg to **** , how I know you want to open me right up. I love it , I love to sit back and relax and watch you crave me, want me beg for me but you know I wouldn’t give you **** and I love the fact that you know I wouldn’t making you suffer of wanting me makes me feel good! So beg for me tell me how much you want me I love to hear you say it .”

Tight classy long red dress smoothly cut from a side showing off my legs , oh come on don’t you want to touch me ? Red is the candy all dolled up for you , don’t you want to dance to a girl and a shadow smoothly and gently pressing my small body onto yours how are you feeling , Enjoying this moment ? Enjoy the music the vibe the company you have . While you’re enjoying those moments those feelings let me entertain you , dancing for you keep on touching my body for you while you look at my face of innocent you didn’t expect me to be so ***** , It’s okay I give you permission to touch me but slow take your time touch every part of my body . Under my dress over my dress do what you please, now let me sit back and watch you impress me look at me and tell me how much you crave me , now taste me baby lick my richness am I good enough for you , Do you like what you see ? You make me feel so good how your hands are still running across my body , getting there mind completely lost how they enjoy my moaning my heavy breathing how they moan to every nasty thing I say … Oh how I moan “please baby **** me” stick your fingers in my mouth while looking at my face does my blue eyes tell you a lot about me ? Pink soft lips that they beg to kiss, it’s a trick baby it’s a ******* trick tight warm body of mind that you like , falling into maze there hands going up my legs kissing them from toes to lips pull my hair and talk ***** to me . I get this rush when they let me feel them from the inside , allows me to see what they think and what they like they love it and I needed the energy . Kissing and licking my small round *** a Manson sweet but ***** , I won’t regret so I memorize the words to a ***** movie the filthy ******* is the enemy and when I said we I meant by me.