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Jan 2018 · 121
shatter
Love Jan 2018
I've been breaking and breaking again and again,
carbon glass split into pieces,
I don't know where I begin or end,
my throat is clogged and choked,
panic flows with tears down my face,
I count down the hours,
body near the sickly,
no one will notice when every bit of glass is finally gone.
Jan 2018 · 85
The Phone Call
Love Jan 2018
I told you how I felt,
then you hung up.
Dec 2017 · 90
Hard Times
Love Dec 2017
Your not feeling happy, but your smile turns genuine at the sight of him. Beauty in his laughter and smile. You know he's doing it for you so you echo it back for him. He needs some joy in midst pain. You want to be that joy.

But cracks surface and he takes it out on you. Lashes and lashes and lashes and gosd it hurts. Arguments hurt. Uncalled for words hurt. But the smile is fixed on your face. He doesn't want pain, he needs joy.

But he pushes you away, the same way you push away the ones you love to protect them from pain. He doesn't realise the pain intensifies when it's from him, or even though your powerless you want to take away that burden from his shoulders.

So you let it hit you, waves on waves, salt on open wounds waiting for the sting to cease.
Dec 2017 · 103
Flags
Love Dec 2017
Red flags.
My mind flashes another warning,
not the first of its kind and hopefully the last,
it's a little push, I scream, he loves me,
but it's in bright red, warning.

Clingy.
Funny how the past haunts you,
how your so dependent,
you know it, a story told more than once,
everyone has their limit, you've hit his.

Words.
You don't want to say anything,
your mind is working to rationalise it,
he see's the look on your face,
insists on knowing every thought that crosses.

Spoken.
Pain laces your voice but cloak it with a smile,
the past is meant to stay buried but the pain is fresh,
open wounds and salt thrown in,
Seeking reassurance but meeting anger.

Leave.
Resolution is far, you see it as clear as sky,
avoid conflicts, leave before more than a fight occurs,
you love him, but he takes the first step to go,
you can't move but the call is urgent to go away.

Ache.
Conflict rages in your heart,
you remember red flags and you see them,
he shifts in mood, constant fights,
but love is still present in yours.
Dec 2017 · 272
Spilt
Love Dec 2017
I don't see the moon,
sky cloudless but no stars in sight,
mind emptied and hollowed,
too much on a plate that's too small,
disappointment written on loved ones.
Dec 2017 · 78
Pity Me
Love Dec 2017
"Oh she left me,
She left me for another,
didn't come back when I asked,
I was nothing but kind and understanding,
But she turned and left,
The nice guys lose, bad ones win,
Pity me, girls and boys,
I longed for love and lost,
Nevermind, I didn't even lift a finger,
Forget the way I treated her when she was mine,
Forget the lies, the games and everything that occured in time,
She left me."
Dec 2017 · 83
fight
Love Dec 2017
what a mess,
clothes stain rooms,
fingers blemish skin,
lies taint heart,
till everything falls apart.
Dec 2017 · 262
7
Love Dec 2017
7
It starts as a crush,
A soft warmth of friendship,
then it feeds to an addiction,
a desire for more,
I think of his lips on mine,
of sinful things we could do,
but I hold back,
because it's not who we are,
he's pinning for another,
I'm with another,
so it's a dance,
devastation when we can't meet,
bliss when we do,
it's a dance,
urges to kiss in darkened corners,
alcohol lips on park benches,
blood, cuts and bruises,
till a bottle of wine is thrown in the mix,
and a dam unfolds.
Dec 2017 · 232
Holiday
Love Dec 2017
Lips as warm as the heat in summer,
Fingers as gentle as a breeze,
Voice like a roar of the ocean,
The essence of a getaway,
Rolled into a human.
Dec 2017 · 396
Tangled
Love Dec 2017
You lie tangled up in me,
a beautiful sight to see,
you hold me close,
don't let me go.

Two lives intertwined,
finally lying side by side,
battles fought and won,
just to lie tangled with you.

Kisses when we wake,
hot breath on skin,
sweat dripping down,
diluted eyes on mine.

We know where we lie,
arms, legs, hands intertwined,
we're all we need,
tangled together, the promise we breathe.
Dec 2017 · 158
Heat
Love Dec 2017
Your touch is warmth send from the above,
to a body that's cold and seven feet under the ground.
Nov 2017 · 239
Look
Love Nov 2017
"Why are you the one crying when I'm the one hurting?"

I didn't know.

But I knew there was a stab in my heart and it hurts. It bleeds red and physical pain would ease the ache, because physical wounds can heal but these don't. Knowledge of breaking promises, of promising to keep you safe, to save you from more scars but effectively scaring you again.

I wanted to say it all, to hug you and hold you. I'm so sorry.

But I saw the look in your eyes. I saw the same look mirrored back to me from my parents when I was younger, when I used to cry.

Training saves you, it teaches you how to survive.

So I did.

So I closed up. I forced the tears to stop because you're sick of it. I'm weak. I'm frustrating. I'm emotional.

I've heard it all before.

You didn't want lies so I told you part of the truth.

"I don't know."
I'm still sorry.
Nov 2017 · 504
Laughter
Love Nov 2017
Like a loaded gun,
there's a smile on his lips,
waiting to be released,
and when it bursts,
it's infectious.
Nov 2017 · 303
Together
Love Nov 2017
The more we talk about the past,
the more I realize we weren't an accident,
there were more hands at work,
when it came to bringing the two of us together,
and if the universe wanted us to be together,
there was no way we'd both be able to run from it.

Or well, there was no way you'd leave and never come back.
Nov 2017 · 327
My Rock
Love Nov 2017
There's always been rocks along the path,
who was I to deny the company of another on the same road,
fate would pull them away when their fork came,
but I always wondered alone, once and twice, I'd met,
but they left,
or I would.

So I walked along the path, feet with blisters,
often thirsty and drinking from my can,
I find you looking so sure of yourself,
you've traveled longer than I have,
you came prepared.

We walked along together,
I was wary to let another one in,
I felt exhausted and beaten down,
the last traveler that walked with me was a lost cause,
pretending to be sure but never really,
but you weren't and you knew it.

The walls of rock which no one would bother to climb,
you climbed, making sure I saw it,
so I'd remember when the days became hard,
that you would climb again and again.

You built a fort together with me,
I no longer was lone in protecting myself,
you joined my fort with weapons so I'd no longer be defenseless,
the roads I've walked along for so long,
you saved me from the thorns on my path,
showing me the softer grass to walk on.

When the fork came,
we looked at each other,
by then, I couldn't live without you,
wandering the path again was not the same,
the only path I wanted to walk,
was the one you were going.

So when you took that fork,
I followed.
Nov 2017 · 269
Wolfish
Love Nov 2017
He reminds me of a wolf,
His feet are swift on ancient earth,
Arms carved from boulders that won't move,
Skin soft to the touch,
Eyes that burn with intelligence,
Lips that are soft, far from aggressive,
and a smile that is lathered with honest affection.
For my wolf.
Nov 2017 · 848
Numero 6
Love Nov 2017
It's been so long since she had true affection,
she longed for it so hard,
she sought it in the arms of a friend,
who knew not what she felt,
destiny or fate,
she always thought he was a friend,
but perhaps she was wrong,
maybe she didn't see there was more there.

So she sought him and tried,
to find a love she'd once lost and forgotten,
there's bliss at the start,
but she never felt that love,
she told herself she'd still be content,
she made a promise to both him and herself,
that she'd make it work.
Aug 2017 · 256
Home
Love Aug 2017
It took me some time,
to learn to love,
but I'm here now.

I won't be afraid this time,
to give my heart out.

History has given us,
a solid foundation,
to build our home upon.

And I'll lie here with you,
on the soft ground,
with our hands laced together,
and lips resting in a smile.
Sep 2016 · 610
+
Love Sep 2016
+
He has the voice of an angel,
too bad I can't **hear.
Jul 2015 · 543
Me
Love Jul 2015
Me
I live for myself,
I don't worry about what others think,
I don't care if I'm not wearing make up,
at the end of the day I come home,
feeling happy,
because whatever I did,
I did
**for me
Jul 2015 · 380
O n c e
Love Jul 2015
Once flawless,
Now Scared.

Once Fixed,
Now Broken.

Once New,
Now Old.

Once Happy,
Now **Sad
Jun 2015 · 677
Timeline
Love Jun 2015
We both hated each other,
I annoyed you,
You irked me.

A few months later

We became best friends,
I made you laugh,
you challenged me.

A few months later

We fell for each other,
I'd sneak glances at you,
You made me happy.

A few months later

We held hands,
I fell harder for you,
You may have for me too.

A Year Later

We grew up,
I changed,
You didn't like it.
Jun 2015 · 1.1k
I. You.
Love Jun 2015
Everyone has a weakness,
Mine happens to be You

Everyone has their fears,
**You're mine.
May 2015 · 726
The Girl
Love May 2015
It's your voice that I woke up to,
drunken and low,
like a purr of the engine.

You tell me about this girl,
I've never heard you describe anyone like her before,
Nor have I heard you drunk.

She's the answer to your riddles,
the aches in your melody,
the voice you hear in your dreams.

You never told me her name,
And I'd be lying if I didn't say,
**I wanted her to be me.
May 2015 · 527
A Balloon
Love May 2015
It's a balloon,
flies
  high up

the sky is it's limit
the wind
          it's friend

It keeps going
                          h i g h e r

It's so
pretty
                              up there

there's something
sharp
it's beautiful

the balloon
it
moves
d
o
w
n

the wind
it tells the balloon to
s t o p

but the balloon tells the wind to
s t o p

it wants to
see
to
know

the wind stops

the balloon goes down
it's sharp
green leaves,
sharp
they circle the brown
sharp
thorns

it's beautiful

the balloon
feels a push
it's too near

it begs the wind
"******* away,"
the wind is
                     silent

The balloon can't stop
f
a
  l
   l
     i
       n
          g

there's a sound
it
* p  o  p  s
We ignore the advice and decide we know it's okay but it isn't. It's not okay.
May 2015 · 670
Not You.
Love May 2015
It's your voice that caught her attention first,
The tragic eyes that bloomed her desire,
The beautiful smile that stole her heart.

It's the way you move that made her stop,
The song you played that changed her mind,
The way you treated her that pushed her *away.
May 2015 · 688
Me.
Love May 2015
Me.
I promise myself,
that one day,
                            I'll get over you

That after that day,
                           You won't haunt me.

That after that day,
                            I'll be free.

The cage I locked myself in,
It'll be open

The best part is,
I won't lock myself in there again.
May 2015 · 765
Not Alone
Love May 2015
I'd like to think I'm alone in the world,
Because when I realise I'm not the only one who's hurting,
I feel horrified that there are so many,
There's no beauty in numbers,
When you read the reason it's for,
Don't you feel a little sick?
There's many of us dying,
worse yet, we're the ones with the **gun.
Apr 2015 · 1.7k
It's not Okay
Love Apr 2015
It's not okay,
to touch a woman without her consent.
to degrade her.
to think you own her.
to trying to posses her.
to forcing her.
to hurting her.
to break her.
to make her think she's worthless.
to try and **** herself esteem.
to wreck havoc in her heart.


**Its. not. okay
Apr 2015 · 871
Wondering Eyes
Love Apr 2015
He sits with his arm draped around his girl,
Everyone knows they're together,
They all see them,
Together. Happy.

They don't see his eyes wonder,
to the same plain girl,
with scars like snakes on her arms,
Alone. Quite.

He thinks of her,
Longs for her,
wants her,
Morbid. Disgusting.

He wants the girl in his arms,
to be her,
he forgets of the world.
Her. Him. Together.
Apr 2015 · 4.3k
The Nice Guys
Love Apr 2015
There are so many guys,
who think they're the nice guy,
they think girls only date,
*******.

These 'nice guys' will be friends,
with the girl they like,
they will tell them they care,
every time.

They think they're good friends,
they'll ignore all the signs,
that perhaps the girl isn't,
interested.

They'll declare love for the girl,
only to be 'friendzoned',
then they'll go online and,
complain.

They don't want to be friends,
they wanted love,
unfortunately,
they didn't see the love in friendship.
it hurts for the girl too okay.
Apr 2015 · 553
The New kid
Love Apr 2015
There's a new kid in school.
A year later
I meet him,
He hasn't any friends,
The students avoid him.

"Why do they avoid you?" I ask.
"I'm different." That said,
he pulls up his sleeves,
tiny scars across his arms.
Apr 2015 · 3.8k
Time
Love Apr 2015
He looks happier without her by his side,
He flirts with all the girls he meets,
He doesn't talk to her anymore,
He pretends she doesn't exist

A month later

He glances at her when she isn't looking,
He doesn't understand,
He feels a little lost,
He doesn't fancy the girl by his side

Six months later

He tries to talk to her,
He stopped flirting with all the girls,
He loops his arm around her shoulder,
He doesn't understand why she pushes him away.

A year later

He misses her,
He misses her laugh, smile her words,
He wonders where she is,
All he knows is *She's happy
Apr 2015 · 573
Without (16w)
Love Apr 2015
You look so happy without me,
While I'm falling apart with a hole in my heart.
Apr 2015 · 500
Two Girls
Love Apr 2015
She is
Thin
        Scrawny
They call her too thin
                                   flat chest
                        bony


She is
Chubby
     Big
  They call her fat
                              ****
                                    Overweight

Why
are they
so different?

Why
can't they
see
that they both are human
                                 girls

Why
do they
both long to be different
                             perfect

Why
can't they
see
how beautiful they are?

Why
do we
always
Tell them they aren't?
Everyone's beautiful in their own way, don't you dare they say they aren't.
Apr 2015 · 2.4k
Fire and Air
Love Apr 2015
You call me a fire,
I call you air.

You say I'm always the light in the darkness,
I say you're the one who keeps me burning.

You told me how fast I stole your heart,
I told you you always had mine.

You hug me when your cold,
I hug you when I needed you.

You carry me when I fell,
I watched you fly.

You taught me how to love,
I held you to the ground.

You tell me I burn all I touch,
I asked if you were burned.

You laugh at my antics,
I cry at all your wounds.

You tell me you love me,
I tell you, we'll always be the best of friends.
Mar 2015 · 855
Endless Days
Love Mar 2015
There are nights I can't sleep,
because I'm pestered with thoughts of you.

There are mornings I wake,
Exhausted from chasing you.

There are afternoons I bare,
Pretending I'm fine.
Maybe one day I'll believe it.

Then finally the evenings I collapse,
Knowing that this isn't the last.

The worst parts of my day,
Are seeing you,
because it reminds me,
of how little I meant to you.
Mar 2015 · 528
.
Love Mar 2015
.
People had a lot to say about us,
we didn't care,
It was each other we desired.

A sinful kiss later,
we both knew it can't be.
Mar 2015 · 690
The Unspoken Rule
Love Mar 2015
It's an unspoken rule between us two,
that you never tell me you love me,
and I pretend I don't see the way you look at me.

It's an unspoken rule between us two,
That you ignore the way my heart yearns for him,
and I ignore how much it kills you.

It's an unspoken rule between us two,
That you don't punch his ****,
and I play ignorance to your arguments.

It's an unspoken rule between us two,
That I don't encourage you,
and you don't tell me how you feel.

It's our unspoken rules,
that we don't speak of the feelings we have,
because we know it was the only way to be with each other.
Mar 2015 · 408
day
Love Mar 2015
day
Every morning I wake,
The promise of a new day,
Every night I sleep,
Where had the promise gone?
Mar 2015 · 2.9k
Longing
Love Mar 2015
I still remember

all the conversations we had,
the promises you made
when you told me you loved me
the way you played with my hair
the way you'd smile at something I said
how you held my hand
your laugh
the way you texted
your snore
when you told me you had feelings for me
your voice


But you don't long for me the way I long for you. Anymore.
Mar 2015 · 381
Didn't you?
Love Mar 2015
"She's my best friend."
You told them, didn't you?
Nov 2014 · 871
Mi corazón
Love Nov 2014
It doesn't matter how long I wait,
because you'll never feel the same,
we're two lovers torn apart,
not by fate but by our aching hearts.

You've got so much ahead,
but I'm stuck in this raft,
going no where and no where fast.
Nov 2014 · 1.3k
Ploratus
Love Nov 2014
Ploratus
There’s nothing left to save.
Ploratus
The end has come.
Ploratus
Her elixir, eternal bliss
Ploratus
A nemesis of old
Ploratus*
All the price of dalliance
ploratus, a latin word, roughly translates to cry
Nov 2014 · 719
Mortem
Love Nov 2014
Hark the night awakens,
The dawn lost,
Darkness cloaks her heart once more,
A breath leaves her,
Her voice chokes her,
She is too cynical,
She’s begun to lose herself,
In a labyrinth she is tossed into,
She knows no escape,
For now, the night calls
With the promise of
*An everlasting darkness.
Written a year ago, forgive the lack of taste.

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