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Recently, my life has boiled down to, disappointment, drunk texts, and constantly crying in the car.
 Jul 2016 Lena Waters
May
A path
going to somewhere
But he,the fallen hero
Doesn't need
where the brown path ends
Far far away
He could see
Peaks in green
Covered with mist
The place where
He,the fallen hero
Stopped
Narrow the path was
With trees
Full of cherry blossoms
The fragrance
Of cherry blossoms
Touching his nostrils
But he,the fallen hero
Need not to feel
The satisfying smell
The zephyr
Trying to wash
His sorrow away
But he, the fallen hero
Need not the zephyr
To do so
Beautiful birds
Twittering and singing
The lay of love
Upon the trees
Full of cherry blossoms
In bothsides
Of the path in brown.
Enchanting,
The surrounding was
But he,the fallen hero
Did not notice
He was left with another
With no soul
Just a body
With a beautiful face
Dead and gone
Upon the hands
Of him,the fallen hero
Mourning and crying out loud
With no one
And she has gone
Lying on his lap
Who has let go of life
Upon his hands
Bloomed cherry blossoms
Falling upon them
Like they are mourning
For her death
And he,the fallen hero
Who's recalling
The last words of her
"Dad I  love you...."
I'll hold on
until it doesn't make sense
and when you tell me there's no point,
I'll give you a reason to love
and to hold on.
Blue is the color of darkness illuminated by light
it is the bright hue of sky
that colors the blackness of space
and the dimness of my soul
that I once have
before you bathe me with your radiance
and gave me hue and value

Blue sits on the borderline of what’s dark and bright,
of what’s cold and soothing
scary and calming.
it is the fulcrum of change and equilibrium

Blue is imperfect
but that’s the way I like it.
for it somehow reminds me of us
the struggle we faced, face and will face
and though we may be scarred,
we will see through it all
and let our hearts pump love
to our veins impeccably
flawlessly
seamlessly
reminding us to never let go
don’t ever let go
no matter how badly the sea of life is churning

blue is the color of darkness
but its not of sorrow
blue as defined by my heart is the color of happiness,
of hope,
of solitude
and of love

~ 要
inspired by the words and theory of color of Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
 Feb 2016 Lena Waters
DarkStorm
Mask
 Feb 2016 Lena Waters
DarkStorm
I look in the mirror
My mask hides the broken girl

I wash away the perfect skin
I wash away the rosy cheeks
I wash away the boldness of my eyelashes
I wash away the red lips

I look in the mirror
I see the broken girl
The girl the world thinks is whole
Some choices out of interest

Makes unbelievable outputs

Yes, they do make us happy

Go forward with your work

Your work will lead you to victory
 Feb 2016 Lena Waters
David Crum
I detach.
Pain tolerance is a fascinating thing don't you think? I certainly hope mine is raised slightly by virtue of suffering, practice making perfect and all

II examine
Pain from the most common of illnesses, common for me anyway as I get it once a year(strep)
Feels absolutely mind blowing,
It takes my breath away, so I belittle the sensations.
pick it apart, each twinge and searing itch.
Why is it in my ears?

III conclusion
I am a big grump when I'm sick.
But laying in bed does give one time to meditate. And wonder, the things I strive for, that I love and lust for: how much will they hurt?
 Jan 2016 Lena Waters
ln
; placing the weight of the entire world on my shoulders
; trying to fulfil everyone's expectations towards me
; breaking down when the pressure tears me into pieces
; not focusing when I'm supposed to be most focused
; trying to explain myself to people who look at me like I'm a joke
; ruining my dreams with negative thoughts of myself
; expecting so much from myself to the very extent of me wrecking myself if I don't achieve what I want
; placing myself in the midst of chaos and not knowing how to scream " I need help "
; letting myself drown over and over again, after trying so hard to lift my head above the water
; never being good enough for myself
; trying to make anyone understand the noises in my head
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