cold
awaits me
in sleep
and wake

no longer
any arms to
keep me warm

i am freezing
alone
cold

l.e.

what
have
we
become

******
dry
of
life
and
happiness

l.e.

i am
         fall
                 i
                     ng
                           and no one is there to catch me

hands clasped tight
knuckles turning white

she is not afraid of falling
she is not afraid of heights

surrounded by darkness
craving to see the light

one step
               two steps
                                three steps
                                                    four
she closes her eyes
and then takes one more

l.e.

When the pain outside
           cannot be compared
                       to the pain inside
                                          you know
                                                    you are

irreparable

l.e.

love* is love
same love
different love

why do we care
about who we love

love is love
same love
different love

why dow we care
about who others love

love is love
same love
different love

please let us love

l.e.

why must you hurt me
all I want is

love

and

respect

ihateyouihateyouihateyou
but I don't because
I know in the end of the day
nothing matters

l.e.

why must you hurt me
all I want is

love

and

respect

ihateyouihateyouihateyou
but I don't because
I know in the end of the day
nothing matters

l.e.

you know
the world is wicked
when people would
rather die
than continue living
here

l.e.

we are drifting apart
boats set free
their restraints undone

far
                  far
                                      far

apart we drift
no longer one
but two
what if
i want my restraint
but you don't want yours

l.e.

'What Susie says of Sally says more about Susie then it does of Sally'

does that mean i am not those names they call out to me
is it really them that are those names
because i am slowly thinking that i am those names
i do not wish upon anyone to think they are those names

after all

i understand what it is like to that you are those names

l.e.

across the ocean blue
there is you
forever i will be true
to you
please may you also be true
to me

l.e.

item: trust

directions: please protect it
                    please care for it
                    please love it

notes*: it has been misused one too many times

why is it
that the ones
i trust the
most

are the ones
that betray
me the
worst

l.e.

i am fragile
please take care
do not use and abuse me
i do not know if i can
survive another blow

l.e.

the
pain
inside
can
not
be
justified

l.e.

They say
if it was meant to be
and I let you leave
you will return to me






                                                                                                                    where are you?

l.e.