your eyes
a pastel green,

keeping your screams
inside your dreams

your eyes,
an emerald green

have you finally found your inner peace?

the pastel green slowly taking back over
does this mean your pain is not yet over?

slowly falling into blissful slumber

no body would ever want to wander

down this hole i have made,
for those i love will see my pain.

injecting the thoughts into my veins
watching as the world turns grey

slipping, forevermore

as my mind starts to shut its doors

no one will harm me anymore

the feeling is back yet again

the feeling of slowly losing myself,
succumbing to the darkness in the depths

watching my mind darken, taking traces of the person I built up

crashing down the doors from the subconscious to conscious,
making my eyes burn, the pain slipping out

the pain i buried away last time

i'll slip again,
but this time,

no one can know

just let me slip alone

soon

they will slip from your mind

a distant thought that used to remind

you

of them,

who they were

dont trust your mind

for you will believe

their silly lies

eyes shining
hearts full of love

oh how the midnight light calms our minds

softening the days thoughts
turning them to a quiet murmer in the back of our minds

oh how i never want to leave the moons gentle embrace

awake, yet asleep

my soul laid to rest

yet my mind can not sleep

thoughts of time,
old and new,

blend together like my thoughts of youth

mixing, swirling splattering crumbling

as the thoughts go deeper and darker,

the horrors, the pain, the crushed hopes and dreams

the happiness, the love, the laughter, the joy.

mixing, swirling crashing through

every moment passing by

sitting in this chair of lies
waiting for the truth,

what happened to our fragile youth?

thrown away by little lies
no one there to cover our eyes

the fragments of our little minds
destroyed by those diseased with pride
destroyed by those who objectified

whatever happened to our little minds?