I walked to school today

Knowing I cried myself to sleep last night

Knowing no one knew

Knowing that was my power that I owned over everyone else

My fingers
Tracing your arms
Climbing your skin
Finding your neck

Placing my ear
Against your chest
Hearing your heartbeat
Your warmth
Seeping into my smile

Peering up
To find your loving eyes
Waiting for me

You
Leaning down
Pressing your smile
Against mine

Its 3:47 in the morning
You're asleep
I'm in hell

I want you to know that if you want someone to love, I’m available. Because the second I saw you I fell in love with all that you are. But you talk like we’re friends, and talk is all that matters these days.

So if I can’t sing you to sleep at night
I hope whoever does has a prettier voice.