i cried yesterday.
i cried for the girl i used to be.
so fragile,
so timid.
so afraid of not being good enough
that she hid from the world.
the pain,
the suffering,
it eventually killed her.
no one noticed as she slowly rotted away.
but we are organic.
our deaths create life.
and from that place she decomposed,
rose a new life,
a new stage in her evolution.
she was stronger,
more resilient.
she could no longer be brought down
by the meaningless opinions of others.
i couldn’t remember what she looked like,
it had been so long.
but i saw her today when i looked at you.
all that i worked hard to hide away
came flooding back.
the suffering,
the death,
and the rebirth.
though i felt different this past year,
i couldn’t quite be sure what it was,
but you noticed it too.
and now i know.
the girl i am,
is the girl who got over you.