Give me some coffee
Talk to me at Three
Lend me a pen and a paper
Let me write all about it in a letter
It's something to make me feel better
Make my heart explode
Make my thoughts wander wondrously
Like i'm losing myself in a fantasy
I'll lose it all and explode my thoughts like ink on a paper
writing all about my wildest dreams and imaginative travels,
all my irrational thoughts, my greatest memories, the habits of mine, the things that remind me of you and the stars that I've seen each night too
Just let me write about all of it including you

In you, I trust
but leave you, I must
this is all just too much
you left me with my heart to clutch
My insides tumble
your name, I mumble
You left me like a wreck
and got me like what the heck?
Expectations, *expectations, expectations
You were supposed to be my inspiration
but all you ever was my expectation
Now leave you, I must
In you, I no longer trust
You broke it with your own hands
for you only show up with demands
I was never a friend to you
because you're only here when YOU feel blue
You kept trying to convince me that it's true
that you actually care
but here I am saying "It's not fair."
because I can't say no to that look on your face
You always change the pace
I guess it's time
I no longer believe that this will ever sublime

Leave you, I must
*In you, I no longer trust

Out of the night that covers thee
From your misery, I'll set you free
A mere stella from the void
Even though i'm almost dead
May my luminosity light your way ahead

How do I mend thee? You’re going to need some stitches
I can’t count those numerous scratches
Give me a needle and thread
I’m going to stitch you up from your toes to your head

As time goes by, you’ll soon be patchy
Yet you’ll still look elegant to me
An abstract of a human soul
You’re already broken yet still whole

You refuse to receive what I want to give
But all I want is for you to live
Nothing more, nothing less
I just want to offer you my best

These may be just shards of a broken glass
But let me fit them with yours and it shall shine with class

How do I get to know thee?
You’re even more confusing as you can be
An ancient writing on a papyrus
Hard to decipher yet so clamorous

You’re a puzzling piece of picture
Yet so interesting to venture
Deception is who you are as you say
but you’re still you in every way

A logical dude
Who could most of the time be rude
A ******* gamer
Who has no interest in being a painter

A general, leader, commander
Who can sometimes be a disaster
Yet you are indeed a great person
Whom we could surely count on

Don't ever make me think that I made the wrong choice by sticking with you through thick and thin because I might just leave one day and that'll leave you into thinking "why?"
and you'll never know the reason because you never did the effort to make me stay....

You, the one looking for an ally
the one to whom I gave an alibi
It's just that I thought you didn't appreciate
all of the attention I gave when you needed to meditate
Because you didn't know how worried I was
during the past
when I thought our friendship would last
yet I was the one who cut it so fast
I wanted to get involved so badly
because I have felt what you're feeling, sadly
I am sorry for constantly being rude
but I guess you can just give me food
and I shall listen to your story in a cheery mood
I shall help you once again
you can tell me all the pain
so now don't you worry
I'll be here to help you carry
all the pain that is making you weary

The world is so cruel.
The people we wanted to be with the most
is the hardest to be with
cause it feels like the whole world is
against you.
I wonder if there'd be a day
where you and I would stay
and together we shall play
forever to our hearts content.

As another page turns,
something new has to be written
and without you in it
I don't know what'll happen
but one thing's for sure
*I'm gonna miss you.