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Aug 2020 · 299
dove Aug 2020
that beautiful face of yours
you give this aura with your smile
you must be in a good mood
i took a glimpse of your eyes
it’s completely different
you look vulnerable and scared
i asked what’s wrong
Im greeted with silence
Jan 2020 · 174
tough time
dove Jan 2020
These past few days
Seemed long
Longer than usual
i hate it
Dec 2019 · 115
a small moment of happiness
dove Dec 2019
“residents only”
you opened a gate to
an apartment complex
one bottle of soju
you and me
i drank most of it though
the sky is getting darker
i need to leave
but i stay a bit longer
bottle almost empty
you said i was cute
you were smiling at me
the sight of my drunk ***
singing and dancing
im sweetly spinning around
Dec 2019 · 152
dove Dec 2019
i dont want this
im in such a vulnerable state
i was uncomfortable
and you knew that
you had the nerve to
make me feel bad
when i already have my death bed laid
so beautifully
i didnt have a choice
i just wanted to sleep
but you kept begging so i gave in
you got what you wanted
and im just there
laying there, i was shaking
if you held a gun to my head,
just pull the trigger
let it happen
I have nothing to lose at this point
Jul 2019 · 158
shame on you
dove Jul 2019
i like pain
but that doesnt mean you
have the right to hurt me
why would you want to do that,
hurt the ones that you love?
im not very kind with myself
the meanest person is myself
im already suffering
Jun 2019 · 527
dove Jun 2019
think to yourself
and just breathe
take something
to make you feel
above the clouds
past the moon,
past the stars
Jun 2019 · 273
dove Jun 2019
The concert just finished
I had the time of my life
But my body gave out
dehydrated, exhausted
I remember being scared at how pale my hands were
It was midnight
Im inside an ambulance
And my mom was waiting at the hospital
I laid on the bed as if I was dead
I recall my mom telling me that my blood sugar
Was very low— around 60 mg
That moment, I didn’t feel anything
And I liked it
My mind wasn’t jumping from wall to wall
I felt at ease
I was taking a break from myself
May 2019 · 166
all she could do
dove May 2019
cute chuckles
what’s so funny
absolutely nothing
she is nervous, angry
& sad
all she can do is laugh
all she can do is pretend,
act like things are okay
May 2019 · 252
i care
dove May 2019
i broke a little bit
as i read your response
worthless, that word
thats what you said
you described yourself
as worthless
“don’t think like that”
“you’re not worthless”
i said that as tears were falling
May 2019 · 419
eyes on me
dove May 2019
her legs are aching
she isn’t running
she is actually walking,
with her head down
she doesn’t want any of it
everything is a red flag
stone cold
just from a noise or a touch
nothing but fear inside her soul
Aug 2018 · 232
i dont know
dove Aug 2018
upbeat songs
the kind of sound that
makes your mood brighter
or slow ballads
those few lines that give off chills,
because you can relate
i dont know what to listen to
im feeling quite down
am i in the mood to jam out?
or should i be a sloth?
you know
just let the uneasiness seep in
do i even have the energy
to make myself feel better?
May 2018 · 174
i hate
dove May 2018
so it was true
i wasted my time
and you told me from the start
don’t you feel bad for me?
i cried and cried
i was patient for the longest
thats just down right selfish
and the thing is
you don’t even realize that
May 2018 · 149
dove May 2018
sickening world
let me out
i never asked for this
to be sad,
to be frightened
miserable individuals
that's what we are
May 2018 · 243
dove May 2018
flowers are blooming
do you hear that?
birds are chirping all around
the harsh cold is over,
the sun giving me warmth
something you never gave me

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