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Dainty hours
spent with her petal soft smile
lush exchanges
how her mouth makes words warm
delicate  moments
when our eyes held each other
little desolate
when hands separated
and time disconnected us
as it blindly does
without so much as an apology
 Aug 2018 Lavina Akari
q
is you
 Aug 2018 Lavina Akari
q
you can't always tell me
how much you love me
i can't tell if you have a hard time saying it
because of me
or because of you
i have no trouble telling you i love you
i write poems and paint pictures
expressing myself has never been hard
i think that's why it is easier for you
to not be able to hold my hand
as we walk down the street
to not be able to kiss me in public
to not be able to show me you love me
but when it's just us
and we get to be alone
i can feel your heart beat like a car alarm
and i watch your nose scrunch
as your cheeks melt into a smile
everything else falls to the side
nothing else has mattered
and all that i need
is you
The tortures couldn't break them, so they tried to replace them. Mutilating their form
And ripping and shaping their flesh to mould some mutilated plastic doll of conformity they forced. Turning them into outcasts, not to see family.
The 900.
A new birth certificate, an
attempt to **** the persona and replace with moulded soulless form.
Many half finished.
In the military.
Committing suicide after being abandoned.

When a boulder is on your spine, about to snap it,
even a clawed hand,
is seen as a helping one.

1993-The puritans at work again.
injecting oestrogen to force a character into a form they deem fit,
for 'delicate minds'.

In spirit it's all the same. crushing those who don't fit in to the model village. with its identical plastic figurines. Crushing them. in an eternal smile. In a model world. All dead plastic.
This poem is about Homophobia throughout history, both at the obvious and not-so obvious levels. The 900 are the Gay men in South Africa who were given forced ***-change operations as part of Apartheid's 'Aversion Project' in the 70s/80s. The name 'Zoisite' refers to a character in the anime series 'Sailor Moon' in 1992, in the original Japanese dub Zoisite was a gay male character, however, when the show was broadcast in the USA, he was given a female voice actor, basically changing him into a straight woman.
 Aug 2018 Lavina Akari
emnabee
I was down.

And so I decided I needed flowers.

But not roses. Because roses have thorns.
And I am so sensitive lately.

I decided, not mixed flowers.
Because I’m mixed up.
And I need to stabilize.

I decided, not tulips.
Because tulips droop.

I decided,
I need gerbera daisies, bright.

Because gerbera daisies stand upright.

And so I bought some
in a wonderful shade of Fuchsia.
 Jul 2016 Lavina Akari
Shay
I am BPD.
I am the demon that possesses your mind,
I am the ghost of all you want to leave behind.
I am the monster that will make you unstable,
The voice in your head making you suicidal.
I am your heart making your emotions intense,
I am your mind, muddled and making no sense.
I am your brain making you neurotic,
With the perfect balance of a handful of psychotic.
I am your self-esteem making you feel worthless,
I will make sure you feel that you have no purpose.
I am your impulsiveness making you act reckless;
Your need to harm yourself is becoming endless.
I am your soul feeling neglected,
You feel it very deeply because you need to be protected.
I am your extreme paranoia,
Making you live in a shell, I’m a merciless destroyer.
I am your fear of rejection, you will outburst at the slightest disaffection.
So, I am BPD and I will ruin your life,
I will cover you in scars made by the blade of a knife.
 Jul 2016 Lavina Akari
Shay
I can see the tears behind your brave smile
even though you keep your head held high mile after mile.
I know of the pain you bear in every inch of your heart and soul;
it spreads like wildfire through every fibre of your being & you're no longer whole.
 Jul 2016 Lavina Akari
cgembry
Stars burst and fell to Earth
I caught the droplets on my tongue
Felt them seep deep beneath my skin
Filling my veins with constellations
My love you are like fire and I am revolving around
Your beauty has taken over heart I am not on ground
What I listen is on my neck your broken words sound
What I concluded in your beauty my love is spell bound

You are so charming and sweet to present beauty to ensure
I am like a lunatic lover to pass through all odds to endure
In heart of my heart I can reckon you are so chaste and pure
For my every illness you are the only remedy to just cure

Your rude attitude has brought me from mountains to road
Which now remains my only haven and just the only abode
You are the only sweet melodious song and beautiful ode
Let me be staunch in my love and allow me to follow love code

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow
In sheer dejection and remorse
Let us understand to reinforce
That love just has its own course
But beauty needs its real discourse

So let my love come face to face
To make a real solid useful base
Approach may differ case to case
But let us move from pace to pace

Your sweetest charm and style
Makes me to think for a while
Relation gets strength from soil
love journey from mile to mile

My sweetheart, my real solace
Be my partner in every crisis
Be beam of light in the darkness
Your presence is just so precious

Let us establish real love stance
Let us pay price for the glance
Let our lunacy take real trance
Glow of beauty to make us dance

Col Muhammad Khalid khan
copyright 2016 Golden Glow
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