e we stand
rocking in each other’s sweat
and frothy anticipation
we sell our individuality
a seething mass of vivid
bathing the bleachers with
our future residing on the chasm
that is the
Waltz me into the circle of your thought
chocolate dip me into the raspberry mint of your voice
chastise me into the grip of your giving arms
so that I may forever melon your picnic.
The brain freeze of
mundane ordinary life squish.
the mellow death of everything
hopeful, mischievous, quizzical
remembered only at a sad graveside funeral
in the back of the trailer-park of your brain.
You change my mind like a massive industrial factory.
What if therefore.
You crush my forethought in your mandible machinery
For after yellow.
Beside a lake.
Through crimson humility.
I melt under your molten supervision on the grandest scale
And if replace me.
You reorient my viewpoints on your conveyor belt of
Don’t just take a walk in my shoes. Become my feet.
I caught that blush
you sly mountainous expanse.
He flirted with you-
breathing light his
nimbus whimsy on your cheeks and now
you sit frosted
defiled and iced
your rouge smile
left a stain on my mind
your craggy laughter
spreads adventure on my soul.
The light cannot leave you alone
he battles with the clouds
to illuminate your colorful features.
his envious gaze leaves
your autumn blotched cheeks
radiant with reflection
of his affection
Oh mountain of mine,
you stick out in this landscape as
the only maiden worth pursuing-
the strongest mark upon the horizon
and I too,
am in love with you.
So there I saw-
and then I curled
into my fetal ball of envy
my happiness had coagulated
like a refrozen popsicle
at the back of the freezer.
even if you melted
you would still smell
on my breath
I swear it even
exploits my muscles
my tendons grimace
like massive internal
when my mind
at my juvenile grievances,
the follies laugh their
and ignore my pleas
no-it takes more than that.
my every yellow Laureling
becomes a necessity
to coax, soften my
from whence I have locked it.
He is my least favorite vegetable.
No amount or level of preparation makes him taste better:
brings out his bulbous, insipid ego
the texture of his flamboyant ignorance.
when I timorously sip him in soups or broths,
his oozing insidious misogyny
contaminates my blissful dining, contorts any ingredients still pure.
I fry him, striving to remove the
excess of impertinence which
permeates the oxygen I feebly inhale.
but he evades my maneuvers:
usurps bliss and violates all semblance of tranquility
I cannot prevail
against the throb of his assaulting narcissism
I must instead attempt
on the delicate iridescence of his silkily mucoused membranes
and admire deftly
his indefatigable ventures to pervade my
has such a brackish mark
upon your passive visage-
it transfigures boldly, tempestuously
any average glance flung facetiously in my direction.
Dearest Rogue Element,
You invigorate all other
Like the slip of a blunt knife,
you surge open your soul, compelling
any audacious personality to bleed through the wound of your
You betroth yourself to
the Fascinating, the Creative,
and like the cascade of clearest french horn lamentation-
you stir my
emotions with a mournful compassionate caress.
And that’s the difference.
The mellow mahogany of my eyes
provides the most loving background for Light to
reflect her dancing valiance with reverent adoration.
stride as the
Commanding and eternally vexing, (captivating) me
with your gaudy juxtaposition
of angry intensity
and poignant serenity.
I spent today reeling you in.
threads of your silk love
fluttered through the air
like broken, escaped spider webs
how can you be at once everywhere and nowhere?
on an old voyage moment
you rebuked me:
“You’re looking with the wrong eyes,
But my eyes don’t dart differently.
I sit with the innumerable knots of your
I sift for the ends to start
but maybe you are just one continuous
ng as we’
the fibers of my physical being
the flapping petals
falling from my
into each atom
of my salient figure-
fuse your feathered fabric
into my most raw elements.
My life is a matted disarray
of your truest notions-
A yarn Mount choreographed from
the diminutive strands
of your blinking captured freedom
I spent today reeling you in-
So- entwine me, Love,
net me forever, Sweet,
my dearest jumble to disentangle
Life is the prattle of an old lady.
She squawks either too loudly
or makes you crane to hear.
as she sits rocking,
her senile nonsense numbs your intelligence
until you sit bleary-
gaping at the air
like the fattest fish in the aquarium.
your every comment drowns
in the mush
of her tapioca voice.
you sit uncomfortably in her fishbowl world of
faded floral print- lace doilies
and contemplate your deft superiority
as her denture clicks gnaw on your sanity.
as soon as you think
a vague plotline surfaces in her mumbling
a new great aunt’s third cousin’s baby
weaves its way into the conversation,
and you are hopelessly thrown
like a reused dryer sheet
back into the colored load.
occasionally you attempt to establish a connection
between you and the venerable wrinkled smile
but she mishears and begins another
featuring Bobby, the lad turned soldier.
as soon as you gain confidence
that you know how to handle this doddery senior-
she slams you with a small token
of sage advice
that shatters your naïve sphere
with its mind-wrenching validity.
you rise and fall like a symphony
(My silk screen diaphanous breeze)
I swim through your History,
(the coral reef of vivid crazy textured nonsense love)
saturated by the light refracted
into your marine metropolis
I coalesce into your voice
(melted butter creamed currant pastry)
and unfurl evenly.
(your solvent arms
propel my luck to fill every container
of your buoyant sounds)
you dance on my sidewalks like
Charlie Brown’s gang
(bobbing caricatured spreading smiley joke random)
you take my crinkling brow
and soften its creases
like newly pugged clay
Be my crutch,
my original thought,
(reshaping nuance unforeseen renew reold aspiration),
my false laugh
(when I get hurt and love you too much to show it)
my recorded comfort
weaving precious merriment around my every gesture
Blinking colored pixalfree
everything inside- Happy
out of focus
But believe me
(when I say)
You do not see
as well as I do,
is a small price to pay for euphoria.
he gasped at the brink of
mouth agape and strained
like pulled taffy
embraced him entirely
consumed like a long lost relative
Sometimes we don’t climb.
It was no longer clear
whether he climbed more than
the earth climbed him: she clambered inside,
ascending further into his psyche
happiness bleeds into our
like water running the
pigment lines of
He cried out
shedding the skin of his palms
upturned and reaching
like a caustic supplication
he fell hard.
slap mat against the grain
like a thrice worn shirt
She calls him weeping-
a contrite lover
and he will return
to her brutality
nursed with humility-
intoxicated with exhilaration.
I have recently become very involved with rock climbing. I have asked myself, why do I feel so passionate about this when it hurts so much and is so frustrating? This poem is an exploration of that juxtaposition.
[allow] me to lick the Newness:
off your face,
away from the yapping white noise in the distance,
out of the infant smile you shed.
Lets dance the color of welded [souls]
all you who fracture under [the heavy mass
of] my emerging grin, cast the [humanity]
from your leaden chins
lets [radiate beyond our stiff] elderly shells-
stretch to the most intricate composition
of every genre of pebble [person]
Don’t stop there!
[pass] pockets of serendipity to the greyest nimbus,
the slightest twitch of grass,
the [breath] of soil.
why must we comfort Zones?
I will ****** your plush practiced demeanor
to [nurse] your pallid glimmers
of certified [You].
Dear Best friend.
I cried today.
Not because you left me dancing in
Not because I receive one paragraph
of sparse-nothing information
from you a week.
I cried because
you are the kind of best friend
who wafts beside me
(like that time we led each other with our eyes
closed through the
crowded theme park-full of nonchalant
in all my sly, lively moments
and exerts more merry influence upon my wanderings
than all the other
7 billions souls on this [The Foolish Blue Globe]
I live in a world
full of people with your name
but not the way you articulate the consonants
or the way your eyes dare
contradict your intricate intonation.
I live in a world
full of people who think they can have your name
without having your soul.
What would I do without my fondest delirium?
he stalks my outside musings
he surprises my sharpest joy within
the dullest treading tumult.
I love the embrace of his watchful eye
he peruses my dreams,
a chef sampling caviar laced Hors d'oeuvres.
I speak to him through every reflection
the blank stare of vending machine glass,
the audacity of bathroom mirrored lashes,
the subtle wink of windows, skylights, vistas
every portal into another expanse
blasts me into the remainder of his silhouette.
What would I do without my fondest delirium?
he is the simplest clarity upon my devoted retinas
what color you drip when you laugh?
how many languages do you tempest?
when you cry, who spills deeper
you, or the rain?
You abridge me into a litany of mysterious elations.
I asphyxiate inside your rapid joy
and you drive me past my fondest entropy.
I fawn at your luscious humor.
outside the realm of plastic men
into the hive of the eloquent-
will o’ the wisp denizens
who flaunts shafts of pickled delight
like isolated pilgrim adventure.
Allow me to dive into the furrows of your didactic faith
and there consume me raw.
I miss you all humdrum floppy eyed
like crinkle face spit flying mad people
I Miss You Cause You Are Crazy 2
you are petroleum seeping through my brain waves
and when i light the fuse
You'll just about blow the place sky High.
Sometimes I mistake you for euphoria,
for as you drip pigment into the colors
of my irises, they can no longer focus
for shaking iridescent mirth.
I missed your squish-
your fingers staining my favorite picture books.
I need your oily claws
your head-mashing whiff
the way you smile with toothy indifference
you climb over
all walls I orchestrate
and sit turgid
with bright Grandiose on my blanched skin.
my life is your palette,
you have moved in like a sloppy roommate
and your haphazard possessions drape the cabinets,
I love it.
you inhabit every vacancy
-a bulky mass of
no matter how much I mix your
ever so bright.
please… don’t leave me open canvased.
splotch to me left and right
taint any negative space
barge in without
whip your camel hair bristles
all over my pages.
color me, pigment!
Move over incompetence-
That’s my seat.
We’ll have tea. The herbal variety.
And talk about my listless absence
over rosehips and peppermint.
It has been a long road trip
on awkward interstates,
since I have eaten poetry.
It tastes tangy on my tongue-
tahini and tap water,
like salad dressing gone south.
I went south, since last we spoke.
I cry still for the colors,
the blues and greens that burned my eyes
and transfigured my palette.
The mountains spoke foreign languages
but blessed me with new ears to hear,
but I did not record their tales.
I sit now trying to catch a shimmer of their dialect
but I am full of empty English.
I repent now,
of my caustic neglect,
to the nymphs of creative order—
and humbly bow myself to the sword of
something plush weeping
into a pillowed hug
of empty oxygen
though I try the Brave Game,
(and usually win)
flakes of me run
off my arms and face
and scrounge around the corners of the room
looking for your mellow sting.
But I definitely feel
a s t r e t c h i n g
the Doctors say my heart
should probably be
a slight tremor
( echoes )
through every joint
of my toy frame,
like a thousand elfin voices talking
about your favorite foods,
and the color of your hugs.
muscles of my throat
send their regards to your
2.5 is a smallish bird
when one observes
the blue expanse of my ocean life
but it pecks my most tender tissues
when I sit [flat] inside Today.
someone resized my skin
though I am grateful
for your delicate absence
(the elusive Good deserves you most)
I feel as if
the petty bird’s wing tensions
won’t be satisfied
with the look of my dappled shoulders
till you stroke them densely
with your matter-of-fact fingers.
[i like the way you face me when you talk to me]
[you even blink your eyes with just the right timing]
What’s your name?
[i’ll bet you have a good orthodontist cause i’d say your teeth are better than most]
[you must have good hygiene or a good mother cause that shirt is starched]
[how do you hold yourself so confidently? did you take public speaking courses?]
[i feel calmer in your presence than anyone else in the room]
Look at you all-
off dancing in another hemisphere,
sewing pockets of sunflower
every footstep you take
Between the three of you,
you wrap my heart in a neat little
Birthday present maybe-
crisp and prim like a pudding.
though there are seconds of minutes of days
where seeds of your image, droplets of your countenance
shatter my inhale or obstruct my vision-momentarily
I feel as if it were I that planted you
in the funny other hemisphere-
surrounded you with soily sunny happiness
*just to watch you grow
I love you like the first lemon I tasted
you stormed into my life
(like the sour in my face.)
you changed the expressions I choose to wear too…
but instead of making the grimace-squeeze face of
I tend to be too busy smiling.
Kiss me, soft, as I am… passing.
kiss me while my lips are burning, while I yet believe in romance
with soft blush face,
Lift me like a child on stilts, elevated above the feeble dreams of adults
with tendons taught,
playing my hair like seaweed
bless me with your consciousness,
with your most pensive furrowed brows
with your aspirations
bless me with your future.
Feed me at my bedside—but not just tepid broth.
Feed me the window view
when my eyes forget to flash,
Feed me the sky
from the IV,
the smell of chlorine
So that it may be you and the moon
that sing my last lullaby.
God killed Summer.
But caught her mid-Fall,
And laid her in a goldenrod dress.
We held our breath-and wept
To see her more lovely in sleep:
Green eyes closed brown,
God cried hardest-
Saturated her bedside in rain.
We drank deep draughts of her vibrant complexion
Brandishing onto our gaze
Her rosy palms and frosting fingers.
God blanketed Summer.
With a sheet of fine lace,
And lowered her into the earth.
We trudged home in the snow.
Her warmth had left us cold,
But we carried God's promise burning our ears:
"Whatever entity I take,
With tenfold will I bring.
Our Summer's hardy, just you wait-
And from her grave she'll Spring!"
sweep me off my*
because every mood
we absorb one another’s irises
spins me in such poignant fragrance
as if to say
“my now is yes
between your fingers”
you simple mesh
of pure fake goodness
fluctuating pools of
why won’t you smile at your youth?
you stride in the fairyland
of woods and bigbadwolves
and by you I stride.
despite wrongly flowered turns
and yellowbrick folly
I am your Supervisor
the masked will flaunt
overpracticed laughs of evil
and the Haggard Ones witch brew lizards legs
--stick-- you with sharp pins of Discomfort Curse
but I will --stick-- with you
The dangerous road loves lost princes.
but ever at the end
Happily Ever After,
will climb inside
your nestled foolish cocoon
to spin your gold and
design your perfect maidens.
you simple mesh
of pure fake goodness
fluctuating pools of
Why won’t you smile at your youth?
They talk phrases that have no meaning to them
saturated in ignorance
like frogs in formaldehyde.
Let’s cut them open
(In a formal procedural sanitary way)
and see what causes them
so much confusion
and so much conviction
that they are Right
and those with working brain matter are not.
reverberate through my selfish desires
oh Named One.
bathe me in the excruciating love
thou hast blatantly ****** to the
pawn my faults away
forever into spider traps
and replace them with whiffs
of your most diminutive grace
challenge my obstinate circles
with hushed psalms of beckon
that my nascent view may
broaden to allow your vividness
for my cells gasp for thy luster
as much as the nearest plant’s.
when I crane my neck
at an angle worthy of your scrutiny
may I also comprehend
the necessity of your doting severity
When I walk on
the treadmill roads
by my selfish feet
****** thy hands into my soul
reverse my decisions
inverse my positions
your light into mine eyes
that blinded I may see
with humbled mottled clarity
thy boundless charity
transcend my omissions
And mend my revisions
protective father smile.
make every step
I feebly take
worth your matchless while
rehearse my transgressions
transverse my digressions
the dance you wield
with tangled strings
shall far exceed
my selfish dreams
so tear, dear father
I sit thinking, rocking, musing on the edge of the bed- perusing the colors of your memory blinking fractionally in my remote consciousness. How is it that when I probe tighter, more thoroughly into your visage, trying to define the shape of your face from the faces of my dreams you tend to hide more than ever behind the noise of my thoughts? But the instant I clip into happiness you are there laughing and hugging and spreading lightness on my plaster cast life. I suppose I need to forget this sticky fear of forgetting you. You shape my clay life, pressing deftly upon my mind and habits like a waffle iron crisping batter. I must not forget that I am too deeply stuck in love with you to ever bleed you from my mind.
you catch me at my most divine moments
when I breathe the air of deity,
you are the oxygen
you red my blood with your fervor
and when I wander listless
you net my efforts
sometimes I ponder on your
your smile in the softest despondent instance.
there is not comprehension
that will paint the right
glimmer in your eyes.
I must content myself
with the elation
of being your confidant.
thus confide in me your most shattering joys,
and we will huddle upon the grandeurs
lost in the subtle gradations
for as long as we like
shall we sift through the faces
and find the red and crying
the blue and hopeless?
and we will brush upon them
the most cheerful spectrums
with the same instruments
by which you saved my smile.
when I say
I speak not from the rooftops
or the pulpit.
(I feel like a small
that has gnawed through your
wooden visage and delved into
red layer of your giant
The Master of your creation gave me
and through them I can see
[ you ]
as you could become.
(as You are truly)
I could tear your very trained
off your luminescent tie dye soul
and strike you thunderously
with coursing hope
that transcribes my spirit
onto the finest parchment paper
and original Home
then instill the clearest oxygen
for your gasping
gift you with the smallest tokens
of supreme still
I am the dog scratching at the door.
it’s raining and I hate the cold
so as I whine and shuffle my feet
do me a favor:
Don’t shut me out.
…and if again he is the flavoring,
why perchance not allow my waltz
to frolic circles round your
Throughout all the whimsy
and laughing silent kisses
(bubbled pinked ribboned fluff)
there sequestered sits
MY ultimate sincerity severity.
Quit scoffing whilst you’ve lost your savor
his Now is my favorite flavor.
You see the whitest sliver of my personality
and call it my everything.
from each glance you
discover a New world of grievances,
proclaiming deftly that you
have found out my deepest secrets,
my hidden purposes.
It was just a glance.
you monolith the shade of my footsteps
(let’s fluctuate our emotion
so that when
you ***** in puddles
you can feel my dry comforter skin
will repeat your dimples
when I’ve misplaced my humor)
you makeshift my silly condolences
that all is everything alright
the wiser awk
pass their sympathy
we can shrug jumpy
you harmonize my musings
without proper schooling
with bona fide
so that I may be your noone
when you are my anyone.
Every slightest gasp of breath
that clears my shoulders of their weight
belongs between the slightest space
that grip the letters of your name
and all the running, shouting sounds
of children playing in the street
the sanctuary where they bound
bears a shadow of your frame
You’re thick inside relief, my dear,
the air hangs flat- its languidness
in awe of piercing shafts of light
which knife them at their brightest core
your coursing spate of energy
tumults the dust, reshapes the room
encapsulates the shredded mass
and leaves the fragments pleading more
As I have pranced this newborn space
and shed my skins of weariness
I’ve ascertained a whimsy fact
that I have found forever true:
I cannot cut the air, my dear
without delightful consequence
of lacerating you
You are the blue tangled
mass of string in my bathroom
cabinet I cannot see where you end or
where you begin you embrace all of
my little trinkets with your vibrant
hue and when I think I find the end of
you you laugh at my silly idea and
lead me somewhere entirely different
when you sleep in my hands- a sweet
silk nothing almost- you deliver the
calmest sensation and I find that the more
I try to detach you from the little pieces
of my everything the more determined you
are to laugh
but I like your laugh it bubbles my mind
so I suppose you are welcome to stay
twisting your carefree blue fibers around
my eye drops and bracelets and love
you can stay
because the blue tangled string is you
lick the remainder of
my teary bleary humanity-
kiss the stress off trembling shins
all very important documents
professing to know
just exactly the right way to suffer
Stick with me like I stick with
(or maybe upon the broad rock
we can shift silly laughs
from me to you to the people.)
crack my heart like lightening does
so absolved of its tact
so deranged in its pla yfu lne ss.
and that you may sing always-
blow bubbles with me in this
terribly grown up business.
sneeze merrily the sounds of
lets bless them together
treading on coals
of childish curiosity
and such that maybe
you and I will traipse with
subtle spirit companions
who cherish moisture of the air,
colored sparkles in the street.
Our feet nod their noble acquiescence
as we tread the Everywhere
in tandem chirping
I reach across the blue to you,
surging my tendons, fingertips to glance a few more
inches, feet, miles
my strength emanating from
the small simple sips
I take from the draught of your eloquence.
I wisp across the seconds to you,
minutes, hours, days,
tendrils of curling hope
straining like willowed boughs
in a mouthful of destiny.
It exhausts my veins to venture so,
and I would feign and let you go
with courage flat and valor slow
if I did not whole heartedly know
that you were reaching too.
so that’s how I became
(once broken forever leaking goo stuck melted crusty sap)
they prodded my
serene ivory enclosure
(with their brash talking silly laughter shush insignificant)
spoke over my soft
whine of naivety
(the older they are the more stern brow thick mind forget)
don’t mess with my
(deep inside they cough awkward feel distant shake sift)
I will stand up
for my youth.
(I am metal strong no cracks building foundation know)
as you incubate-digress
in your membrane of
coagulate my soul
flush my brute
out of this landscape
send my gentle salute
to the soft fauna,
the slippery ones
who divulged their grace
to my philistine vision
and Terminate the scent
of those who wrench
the sweet tang of Spring
from this downy mossed asylum
(and plas-stick it into
for decrepit wrinkled
“Lacquer Rouge” lips
ferment the scape
forever into my
as I regress
to my most sickly
I may still be
Gift my Heart
Oh diminutive finch.
once you chortled
in my happy compliment sky.
Do I forgive your migration?
You flighty fuzzball!
vacating briskly, frigidly
the premeditated enclosure
perfectly designed for your every need.
your obdurate flight
left perfect circles of Hollow
(spaces eating my gaze,
like black holes
I am too imbecilic.
You left breadcrumbs
trailing from the Candy House-
and I intend not to be eaten.
could not I come, however?
[you are a soft word of extra cream and when I think upon
you I cannot keep pretending
that I would have you stay anymore than I would
trade your laugh for any other flecked miracle]
Thus I am resolved.
I shall be your migration.
The knife of your eagle glimpse
shall perceive nothing
without my invisible acquiescence.
shall clutch with the strength of my
most bashful beam
Oh my reddest-tailed raptor!
as you hunt and fish
the wildernesses I mustn’t trample,
I will draft your flight,
my mellow heron,
If you promise to leave me a feather,
with which to heavy my heart.
Yesterday, in a fit of laughing passion
and monstrous adrenaline
I spun out of my dorm and
went long boarding.
between the speed wobbles and
maniacal laughter emanating from my
masterful failure, I dreamt slyly that
you were the wheels carrying me crazily
zigzagged through the flushed streets
you wove the road that carved
into my emotion- threatening both
that you will act too placidly or at the same time maybe
too precariously. (ripping my shaking
ankles from their humanity and
introducing them suddenly-obnoxiously to Course Pavement) You do have that
kind of capacity you know, to
lift me into a peaceful rest or
throw me into a turbulent anarchic spiral.
But truly you are the 100 % bamboo
flexible fibers flowing
between me and the gravel demise lifting me
gently upon the wind of the road,
the adrenaline that courses through my sporadic
the breeze that whites my cheeks and
sings my lullaby relationship between speed
and the thin thread of life
spinning through my caustic veins.
for as a summer day was had
before the rain
between the heat
she shackled, sliding
her sweetest gaze
between the roof
beyond the haze
and as she shimmered
between her breaths
above the children
the blackness gasped a purple spot
and mothers danced
the raining shot
because beyond the people stand
the hands, the face
the mother land
beyond the selfish
above the cruel
between the violence
about the soul
spreading quaking laughs
the brittle branches
the wind it loves
her silly games
he plays along
makes swirly rains
they all continue
as they should
beneath the will
inside the could
because as all the
weather folks know
she does not
obey them so
she leaps, she sings
her made up song
just how she feels
she’s never wrong
with her sweetest gaze
between the roof
beyond the haze