and if you ever do anything...
make sure to feel good about it,
feel good in it,
free yourself through it.
if you love it,
dont ask questions,
go ahead and just do it.
its your life,
you should live it.
give it time or just give it all you’ve got.

as far as contentment goes,
im losing sight.
im going mad,
ensuring everything is right.
and what is right?
right?
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see, its a battle of the
ego vs self...
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ego wants the linear,
self wants the lesser.
ego wants a challenge,
ego folds when under pressure.
self wants ascension,
minimal attention.
self wants what's pure.
and the ego wants what's sure.
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self says to "be still"
while the ego says "compete",
if they cant work together,
will i ever be complete?
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but,
in the end,
it works out.
in the end they work together,
in harmony and balance.
now as one,
they live forever.

i see no flaws but my own.
im running wild,
i need a home.
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so i roam
free and frantic
no romance,
im not romantic.
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no holding hands,
there’s only rants here.
oh & a listening ear.
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there’s only fear of what could be,
all focus on what cant.
my mind is learning patience,
while my soul just wants to dance.
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still i draw no lines,
only rhymes,
only siglis and signs.
i stay behind,
not keeping time.
i see and know,
the all is mind.
so keep your mind right...
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im either searching future or
running through my past life.
im living but
i think that i am on my last life.
i think im moving pass life
here in the physical.
the only thoughts im having are unclear and residual.
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i need a new scene,
new name.
new theme,
im drained...