tears dripping from your eyes
and they run down your cheeks
to your nose and your lips

no one there to wipe them away
only a demon inside
to accompany you as you fade

you don't know me
not then
not now
we could've had something
something special
if it wasn't for all of your games
you pretended all along
you don't know me
not then
not now

Our souls rise
as our corpses lie still
silently roaming the earth
reuniting with our friends
sticking together
even after death itself
let them keep us in their minds
and close to their hearts
finally we rest in peace

bodies are shamed
made fun of
because they don't fit
society's definition of beauty

your weight matters
your waist skinny
your stomach flat
and legs skinny

have we no shame
to make fun of bodies
bodies that are all the same inside

putting somebody below you
because of their body shape
makes you a smaller person
then them

a shadow
whispered to me
my only companion
left as quickly
as it came
and i just stood there
in the middle of the night
looking towards where it went
wondering if i'll ever see it again

the demons inside me
i can't get rid of
taunting me relentlessly
still i can't shake them off
it's like they have taken ahold of me
taking control of my own body
of my own conscience
making me fall deeper
and deeper
feeding me nonsense
making me believe
believe that i'm nothing
nothing but a waste of space

They can't help you
enveloped in the darkness
your screams don't reach their ears
your feet are frozen to the ground
unable to move or breathe
heart beats so loud
you want to get away
but the fear of what could happen
of what will happen
makes you stay put