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Jun 2017 · 534
Heart That's
A heart that is broke,
Is a heart that doesn't bleed.

A heart that's full of joke,
Is a heart that's full of memory.

A heart that's ready to croak,
Is a heart that can't breath.

Deep beneath the words spoke,
Is a heart that can't be.
Hearts are meant to broken.
Jan 2015 · 3.9k
Swimming
Life is like swimming in a large body of water,
and being a little more than halfway done,
you get tired and weary but it's more dangerous to turn around,
you gotta find the strength to push on and make it to the other side,
we could turn back and go to the same old ties and same life,
but if we push on and work hard we will make it to a new opportunity.

Do not give up,
push on through,
fight the good fight,
we must continue to finish.
The things I come up with when I feel the spirit in me.
Jan 2015 · 360
Untitled
I'm dead on the inside.
I give you life.
I died twice,
it was never nice.
I'm so dead.
Jan 2015 · 1.3k
Trinity
The flesh  desires,
the soul/spirit  convicts,
and the mind  decides.
It's a God thing.
Jan 2015 · 1.0k
Slope
Nov 2014 · 644
Purgatory Hallway
Can I find the door?
This hallway is long and dark,
with many twists and turns.
I've been looking for a ****,
to turn and push,
to open and to escape.
All I can find is walls,
ceilings,
and floors.
When does it end .
life is a endless monotonous endless reoccurring series of events, with no possibility of change.
Nov 2014 · 1.9k
Lonely
An empty room,
filled with two empty souls.

Two empty souls,
assuring the other with empty words.

Empty words,
giving a feeling of ****** comfort.

****** comfort,
conjuring feelings of self disgust.

Self disgust,
speculating their insignificance.

Insignificance,
leading to the abrupt realization.

Abrupt realization,
Suicide.
I feel like, this is how I lived my life in the past. I'm a different person now I have found someone who loves me with a whole heart and I love her just the same. But I feel the need to reach out to you out there, know that I know what you are going through and I have a mind to help you, contact me. I will be your friend I want to help.
Oct 2014 · 1.0k
Paper Heart
Write your lies on my heart,
etched in graphite promises.

My heart of paper black dark,
dishonest words ominous.

I erased the love stained mark,
now my heart is flawless.

I've turned my canvas into art,
I have found true solace,
in all  this.
I am someones Adonis,
and she is my goddess.
Oct 2014 · 547
Venturing
Oct 2014 · 735
Bad Guy
What you lookin' at?
You all a bunch of ******' *******.
You know why?
You don't have the guts to be what you wanna be?
You need people like me.
You need people like me so you can point your ******' fingers and say, "That's the bad guy."
So... what that make you?
Good?
You're not good.
You just know how to hide,
how to lie.
Me,
I don't have that problem.
Me,
I always tell the truth.
Even when I lie.
So say good night to the bad guy!
Come on.
The last time you gonna see a bad guy like this again,
let me tell you.
Come on.
Make way for the bad guy.
There's a bad guy comin' through!
Better get outta his way!
quote from scarface, this is so true and I feel like that's how people look at me, most of the time.
Oct 2014 · 1.1k
Broken Ship
Does this really matter anymore,
coming from a passionless former *****.

I speak from the depths of me,
a broken ship cast out to a stormy blue sea.

Holes in my bilge  overflowing,
and my sail is barely even showing.

Engulfed by dark  salty  waters,
sharing  space in Davy's  locker with my forefathers.
This an analogy of my love, and how it is venturing on a broken ship, not valued because it has no value for itself. But I'm changing my self so one day I will cast out to sea in a nice boat.
Oct 2014 · 531
Vacancy Disturbs the Heart
I'm far from filling this vacant void,
this depth is undoubtedly nothing,
I'm not anything more than I appear,
in fact I'm much less than what you think.

This empty menu with no orders,
I have no customers to serve,
I'm just a motionless wheel turning,
held in the air with no direction.
Hunger for understanding, where does it lead to, does anything really matter. What's the point, I often wonder what is the point to any of this, do we really have purpose, does not fate take us to the spirit?
Oct 2014 · 1.3k
The End of Mankind
The season's
in treason
against the breathing
and breeding
of we  men,
because we believe  in
decreasing
the seeding
of trees  and
plants feeding.
Just wait and see, Mother Earth will decimate itself of this disease we call man kind, including myself. I wont invoke it either, I wanna see the ground give way, I'm praying for tidal waves, Mom's gonna fix it.
Oct 2014 · 454
Sometimes
Sometimes I make things to hard,
sometimes I just want to be dead.
Sometimes I think I'm really smart,
sometimes I use my double horned head.
Sometimes God deals me a bad card,
sometimes I lie down with the devil in my bed.
Sometimes man some times...
Oct 2014 · 354
Eyes
Sometimes I see myself,
with spirals in my eyes,
other times I see myself,
with fire inside my pupils.
sometimes I see myself,
with multicolored eyes,
but in reality my eyes,
see everyone's eyes,
and I can't see my eyes,
and that's my demise.
Even when they claim,
that we are not the same,
I just say
that we play
the game.

This is a MMO,
stay true to my MO,
it's not a demo,
stick with my kin folk,
here in the ghetto.
Oct 2014 · 223
Untitled
I'm becoming everything that I wish I would be,
my dreams becoming not so hard to see,
the life I wanted is becoming my very reality.
Oct 2014 · 263
Untitled
The Devil is a lie,
I'm the living proof.
Oct 2014 · 3.9k
Evil Dead
I  keep  my  head  up,
lips  snarled  and  puckered,
teeth  show,
nose  high,
squinted  eyes,
you  can  see  death  in  them.

I  look  to  the left,
I look to the right,
now it's time to fight,
3-2-1 take flight,
we go all night,
keep my fist packed tight,
and if I lose I'll be back looking through my iron sight.

This  is  the  law  of  the  land,
dog  eat  dog,
tooth  for  tooth,
an  eye  for  eye,
****  or  be  killed,

I'm a killer with a blood instinct.
Came up in the mafia vicinage,
we live life this ain't no scrimmage,
live by Omerta it ain't no image,
living life without problems is a privilege,
when you start talking to cops you finished,
that's how we get down in my evil village,
nothing changed we all living vintage,
I can see you coming in with your gimmick,
don't try to test my limit,
I'm Popeye on steroids and spinach.

Rimani  persone  reali*.
This is how I've lived my life for a long time, this is how I was raised and how I spent my days, I'm a new creation now and am moved by love but in a world with so much hate I felt the need to reach out to you in the same position I was, and I put it all down so that I don't have to do that stuff anymore and now I am happy.
Oct 2014 · 301
The Cost
The darkness is swallowing me,
it's becoming very hard to see.
It's a decision that I made,
now the debt must be paid.
My heart is undoubtedly  broke,
It's constricting hands make me choke.
I make what will be my last statement,
now I'm just another lost soul a Remanent.
My body will be forever gone,
but my words remain in song.
Just another happy tune,
listen to me hear come June.
Oct 2014 · 279
One
One
Ever exploring,
ever evolving,
ever growing.

I can't stop this life that has been given to me.

Nothing will change my perception,
everything solidifies my beliefs,
everything is all apart of another,
we are all interconnected,
we all have a purpose,
and most of us alive don't realize it.

I wish that I could pry open everyone's eyes,
so that they too could know what I know and could learn as I learn,
for I am still learning and know nothing,
but in the same instance I am one with everyone and I am one with myself,
and I know more than I realize just haven't unlocked it all.

Life is to detailed for me to figure everything out,
a million years of knowledge for a hundred years of life,
it's very hard to determine all of it.
Oct 2014 · 239
Untitled
Bringing these words to mean something,
do you understand me?
Hoping that my next metaphor saves a soul,
can you relate with me?
Reaching out these arthritic riddled hands,
are you able to feel me?
Oct 2014 · 211
Untitled
catching  a  break  after  a  life  of  *******
Sep 2014 · 754
Vicarious
We do it out of spite,
inside lies a angry child.
spitting his words of denial,
he ran with wolves he was wild.

He flew like a disconnected  kite,
out a 7 story building window.
He tried to fit in and speak the kids lingo,
but he was one of many losing a blackout game of bingo.

He fought the good fight,
but tonight he threw in the towel.
When someone tried to stop him he replied with a growl,
as he flew out that 7 story window he flew down to the ground with a howl.

Can't we just for tonight pretend this boy,
that this boy,
lives inside us,
he died within us.
His heart was broke,
like a wheel without a spoke,
he missed the times and was made into a joke.
I have no idea where this came from. But it's a parable of some sort, I made it up for someone, someone out there understands what I'm saying. I know what it means but I doubt most of you do.
Sep 2014 · 380
Buddha
Let us rise up and be thankful,
for if we didn't learn a lot today,
at least we learned a little.
and if we didn't learn a little at least we didn't get sick.
and if we did get sick,
at least we didn't die.
So, let us be thankful.
Sep 2014 · 900
A Fond Farwell
The Litebrite's now black and white
'Cos you took apart a picture that wasn't right
Pitch  burning on a shining  sheet
The only maker that you want to meet
A dying  man in a living  room
Whose shadow  paces the floor
Who'll take you out in the open  door
This is not  my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm  like
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
Who  couldn't get things  right
A fond  farewell to a friend
He said really I just want to dance
Good and evil match perfect, it's a great  romance
And I can deal with some psychic  pain
If it'll slow down my  higher  brain
Veins full of disappearing  ink
Vomiting in your  kitchen  sink
Disconnecting from the missing  link
This is not my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
I'ts just a fond  farewell to a friend
Who  couldn't get things  right
A fond  farewell to a friend
I see you're  leaving  me
And taking up with the enemy
The cold  comfort of the in-between
A little  less than a human  being
A little  less than a happy  high
A little  less than a suicide
The only things that you really tried
This is not  my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm  like
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
Who  couldn't get things  right
A fond  farewell to a friend
This is not  my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a **friend
Lyrics due to Elliott Smith- A Fond Farwell
I really understand this song, I've many of times tried to get things right and felt as if some sort of forces were working against me, it's as if someone has their hand directly on my head keeping me down in the muck. I hope that one day I could grow into a lotus and maybe then would the hand leave me.
Sep 2014 · 306
Pitseleh
I'll* tell you  why  I don't want to know  where  you  are
I got a joke  I've  been dying to tell you
The silent  kid is looking down the barrel
To make the noise that I  kept so quiet
I kept it from  you,  pitseleh

I'm not what's missing from your life now
I could never be the puzzle  pieces
They  say that God makes problems just to see what you can stand
Before you do as the devil  pleases
And give up the thing you  love

But no  one  deserves it

The first time I  saw  you,  I knew it would never  last
I'm not half what I  wish  I was
I'm so angry,  I don't think it'll ever  pass
And I was bad  news for you, just because
I never meant to hurt  *you
Not me, Elliott Smith wrote this song.
It's a beautiful song, I think I can relate to it very well.
Sep 2014 · 602
Elliott Smith
One of the only musicians I truly get.
I can relate to the emotion he puts in all his songs.
He has greatly influenced my life.
His humble tunes make me reflect.

I only wish he wasn't dead.

May he rest in peace,
may I meet him in another life.
This guy he's so awesome everything in his band Heatmiser and just him as Elliott Smith is something to sink your teeth into.
Sep 2014 · 918
SRI NARASIMHA KAVACAM
Protector,
Oh *Great
  Protector,
deliver  me from all *evils of the wicked.
Deliver  me from the snares and traps of hunters of the soul.
Shower  me with your  protection,
for if they shall prosper in their  pursuits of thy  spirit,
bring  me to your  holy  land.
If you let me  live,
allow me to forgive thy prosecutors.
Love and peace to all  brothers and sisters,
enemies and friends,
all  creatures of the Earth.
Love shall prosper. Protection has made it's way to my heart and I wish protection unto you all.
Sep 2014 · 670
LONE DOG
I*  *snap at both my  inflicter and my  savior.
Much like an abused  dog,
who has gone wild,
I'm far beyond help.

My  soul  cries out;
for love,
for help,
for companionship.

I  bark at friends and enemies,
for I can not see the difference between the two.

My  heart is broken,
I  howl out to show my  lonesome endeavors are breaking  me.
My  spirit is damaged;
far beyond  repair,
salvation is not possible,
I need revival to sanctify  my  soul.
Sometimes I think I am this lonesome dog who is broken and abused,  not salvageable not repairable. But I will manage my way back through love.
Sep 2014 · 8.5k
Peon
A mere peon in the universe.
I collect the power for words.
I am way more than diverse,
more than feathers of birds.
Sep 2014 · 511
Words
Words filled with hate,
words sealed his fate.
He said the wrong word,
now my vision is blurred.
I envision,
The oblivion.
A ***** to his face,
he fills the dirt's place.
He dug his own grave,
with that same *****.
Anger fills my heart when certain words are spoke.
Derogatory terms of racism, sexism, humanism.
They all disgust me and fill my heart with hate.
Sep 2014 · 779
Soul Mates
The flowers fall,
and so do I.
Her eyes pierce my soul,
from the first glance.

Her hands are small,
inside mine they lie.
She has a heart of gold,
I ask her for a dance.

Unified at the ball,
we give love a try.
I can't wait to grow old,
to show my affection at every chance.

Death is down the hall,
and soon we will die.
We paid the reaper his toll,
into the planes eternal lovers advance.
I will find my lover one day. She will be waiting for me, she will be my Parvati and I will be her Shiva we will live in eternity and in this life. I can see her face when I meditate I know she is out there and one day fate will draw us together. Until then I shall wait for her.
Sep 2014 · 824
Depression
Depression is a deep dark treacherous pit,
in which confined me for years,
I'm just now starting to stay away from it,
I used to always get out and fall back in,
now I'm free of it.
I get sad from time to time, but I overcame my depression.
It's almost killed me more than once.
I had a hard life, drugs didn't help it.
I've been drug free for almost 4 months now,
and I'm more happy than I've ever been,
and I literally have nothing,
but I know that I don't have the anxieties I had when,
I was wheeling and dealing and running and gunning.
wrote this as a comment to someone figured I would post it since I do feel strongly about this. I've been clean for near 4months been trying to get clean for years and I'm finally getting it, I'm a lot happier now. I'm not trying to dog on drug users and dealers I'm just saying that it does work you do make money you do have fun, but I'm happier without that fun. I ruined a lot of lives and their blood is on my hands because of the things I did, I can never change what I've done, I can only change what I do.
Sep 2014 · 1.2k
POWER
power in her words,
power in her curves,
power in the dove,
power in the love,
power in her hugs,
power in her shrugs,
power in the death,
power in the breath,
power in her kiss,
power in her kiss,
power in her kiss,
power in her kiss,
I'm lost in her eyes,
she's lost in her lies.
said there wouldn't be another,
I can see I'm not her only lover.
I stay by her side,
like a waking tide.
said I had saved her life,
said she'd be my wife,
I left her without notice,
I knew our love was hopeless.
I have no patience,
for open ended statements.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
OM  MANI  PADME  HUM.
This is something that came to me today. She holds no bounds in my heart anymore but I still think about her from time to time.
Sep 2014 · 2.6k
Strange
I breathed anger and I spit rage,
and with the coming of the new age,
I burnt the heart of my sage,
I grew with every turn of a page,
I shot fire from my spirit as a mage,
I went past the final astral stage,
I broke the confines of my cage,
let loose the golden goose eggs,
who knew I'd be so strange.

As a child I was so wild never had a happy smile it was a form of style that came from a vile inside I was in denial living life out a vial I was going to survive the trial acid trip for more than a mile this lasted longer than a while,
and now here I am,
a grown man,
trying to understand,
why I don't have a plan,
I guess I'm banned,
from the grand,
scheme of things,
fiends with dreams,
of capturing souls,
trading them for goals,
sum lumps of coals,
spiritual moles,
digging underground holes,
hiding away,
hiding from day,
I don't care what they say,
I'll live my way.
words mean nothing without definition.
Sep 2014 · 2.9k
Swords
I find myself wanting to,
protect the world,
save those from evil,
stop sick disgusting people.
I want to rid this world of its sick desires,
I want to destroy you, I want to **** you, you who are scared of my words.
My words may scare you but you should be terrified of my swords,
I could command a army of hordes,
ready to come in and swarm,
on sick disgusting worms.
I would destroy those in my way.
Sep 2014 · 1.1k
College
I'm trying to go there,
I'd like to be somewhere,
I'd like to have a grey hair,
or two.
I'd sure like to say I'm a science buff,
I envy those who say "I don't have enough!"
when I'm the one with nothing looking rough.
I filed for FAFSA today and felt like expressing how I feel.
I've been through hell and back sometimes kids my age or older or younger for that matter, irritate me because they complain about how hard it is and how they don't wanna go to school, it makes me livid, if only they had seen or been through what I have, even just a tenth of what I've experienced and they would surely love to go to school as I would.
"If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget you only get what you give. "
You can not go wrong with this song, it was played at one of my friends funerals when I was 13.
Sep 2014 · 463
Good Riddance
I killed a man,
his blood was on my hands.
I lived for his death,
I squeezed out his last breath.
I wanted vengeance for my friend's cry,
nobody knew who made him die.
I don't regret that soul crushing day,
I never knew that I could act that way.
I knew a few things about his life,
like how he liked to cheat on his wife.
Taking advantage of a small child,
I couldn't stop the anger it drove me wild.
I watched his house one night,
he finally came into my sight.
I stalked him up the street,
he had no  idea we would meet.
I exterminated that sick roach,
I am ever so glad I made him croak.
I can't say it was the first time I've taken a life, but this was one of the times I don't regret and never will regret. F*** those scumbags. The way I feel about child molesters and rapists is the same way I feel about termites and roaches, you call a terminator to take out the vile creatures and **** of the Earth. Sorry this falls a trifle away from my norm, but I felt a need to vent.
Sep 2014 · 2.4k
Brothers
I live with a multitude of men,
I have a million people who say I'm a friend.
I remember a time when,
people used to not let me in,
now I hear from within,
if I was to think back then,
that I would be here in the end,
I would say you are trippin.
I currently live in a church, I live with 20 other gentlemen, we help each other, we make sure we are all treated fairly we are closer friends than most people are with their families, we are in fact a family.
Sep 2014 · 1.9k
Revival
A ugly green caterpillar,
wandering searching for purpose,
cocooned into a spiritual shield.

A beautiful colorful butterfly,
flying living for love,
renewed into a magical sword.
Through God, I was transformed into something beautiful. I used to be a ugly creature.
Sep 2014 · 1.1k
Trending Tags
love, #life, #sad, #you, #depression, #pain, #hurt, #death, #heart, #heartbreak...  

I wish these were not trending tags,
this makes my heart ache.
I understand life has hardships but,
this is just hard to see every single day.
All  of  you who post things like this,
know that I am here for you  all.
I love and care for each and every one of you,
known and unknown you all have someone who cares.
I want to reach out to all of you please know that I am here for you, all of you!
Sep 2014 · 1.4k
Warning
I tremble like a rabbit before it's demise,
sitting in the hole  paralyzed,
by the snakes  penetrating  eyes.
A word to the wise,
the enemy often lies,
he has many  spies,
he hides right beneath the prize,
he is the lord of the flies.
Listen to the song of magpies,
they are warning  cries,
to help you realize,
his rabbit  hide is a disguise.
This a subject I can not stress enough, for we are all deceived by the ways of evil, we often are enticed by promises of worldly things. I want to more than anything to have my brothers and sisters with me and not with him. Peace and love be to you all!
-Kristian Alexander George
Sep 2014 · 294
Changes
We must stand united,
not under a president,
not in the form of some catalyzed democratic socialist nation.

We are loosing our Rights,
our birth given Rights,
our Bill of Rights.
What happened to Pursuit of Happiness?
Where is our government in the aid of failing nations?
What happened to being brothers with Israel?
We turned our backs on our original brothers,
We turned our backs on everything and now,
you see we are failing, what is the purpose of this?
To ruin something that once was beautiful?
This is sick we must make a change before,
it is to late and something bad happens.
Sep 2014 · 1.4k
Progression
I* am stronger than I was yesterday,
I am weaker than I will be tomorrow.
I came up with this once when I was in jail, and I live by this, regardless to my physical stature, I am growing always.
Sep 2014 · 370
Work
I have something,
I had nothing,
but now I have something.
Believe me when I say,
"You can achieve anything, all your dreams, all your hopes, you got the ability just keep your will strong and no matter what always aim for your goal."
We can do this, just believe in yourself.
Not a single one of you is weak, you are all going to inherit the Earth, stay positive no matter what.
Sep 2014 · 1.8k
Differences
Situations have changed,
population is so strange.

Every body is acting the same,
I'm different but I'll always remain.

Love left me feeling oh so ashamed,
the bitter I love you's were always in vain.
Sep 2014 · 2.4k
Humble
At my best,
I am still the worst of sinners.
Sep 2014 · 274
You are mine
When you walk through the river, I will be with you.
When you walk through the ocean, those waves will not overtake you.
When you go through the fire, those flames they will not touch you.
I will be with you.
You are mine.
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