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Dec 2020 · 34
weakness
kolsmusing Dec 2020
I’m getting weak recently,
that kind of weakness
when someone’s
holding you
Jun 2020 · 134
spellbind
kolsmusing Jun 2020
I didn't believe
that someone
could take my
heart in a beat
until I saw
a radiant smile
which left me in awe
but there's something
much more charming
than your smile
it's your laugh
I saw how your eyes glimmer
the moment you laughed
that's when I realized
I have never fallen in love
with somebody's laugh
Jun 2020 · 520
heartfelt prayer
kolsmusing Jun 2020
earnestly pray
for what your heart wants
and patiently wait
for it to be granted
Jun 2020 · 107
dazed
kolsmusing Jun 2020
she’d like to ignore
everything that she feels,
to realize her worth
and what she deserves,
but what can someone do
if the heart tells otherwise?
Which will you follow? Your heart or your mind?
Jun 2020 · 224
waste
kolsmusing Jun 2020
got so much
love to give
but no one
to give it to
May 2020 · 591
the one that got away
kolsmusing May 2020
the one
whom you prayed for
the one
whom your heart longs for
the one
whom your mind speaks
the one
whom you want to spend the rest of your life with
the one
whom you will choose everyday
if given the chance
again
Silently praying that the one that got away will come back one day.
May 2020 · 154
just this one
kolsmusing May 2020
can I have a shoulder for a minute?
where I can rest my head
and put my mind in peace

can I have a hand for a minute?
which will be holding me
when I start to tremble

can I have a pair of ears for a minute?
who could just listen to my thoughts
without judgment

or

should I just have someone for the rest of my life?
whom I can lean on
and be in my vulnerable form,
someone who can make me feel
that I am not alone in this oh so cruel world
Can I be independent and strong yet be comforted by someone at the same time?
May 2020 · 170
hopeful
kolsmusing May 2020
gloomy days
will pass
sunny days
are coming
Apr 2020 · 117
confined
kolsmusing Apr 2020
it took only
one message
for the memories
to come back

only then
that I realized
the feelings
never really left
Apr 2020 · 1.0k
chaos
kolsmusing Apr 2020
it has been
quite a while
when I felt
everything
at once
Apr 2020 · 112
nostalgia
kolsmusing Apr 2020
memories do hold
a thousand feelings
that linger in our hearts
and make us feel alive

a sunny morning
reminds me of the time
where I made him smile
because of a cheesy burger in exchange of his hard disk drive

a windy afternoon
when I first heard
him deliver his corny joke
while he fixes a subscriber's telephone line

a gloomy 3 pm
when he drove to see me
hold back my tears
for a friend that failed to battle for his life

a quiet sunset
where he gave me
his birthday gift
and watch me as I open it with delight in my smile

a rainy night
where we both ate
our take-out McDonald's inside his car
as we listen to the radio and held hands

wistful I say,
that these kind of days
remind me of my
one great love
Memories that are so vivid they could last a lifetime.
Apr 2020 · 219
relentless
kolsmusing Apr 2020
love, don't be disheartened
of not receiving the love
you gave away

remember this:
the love that is deserving of you
will come when you least expect it

keep your faith,
that what you have been praying for
had been answered and now on it's way
Your time will come, and you will be so much ready to share all of you with all the love in your heart.
Apr 2020 · 171
indecisive
kolsmusing Apr 2020
there’s a lot of things
drifting in my mind,
and the right words to justify them
I can’t seem to find.

there's a lot of questions
with answers I have yet to seek,
I see choices around
but troubled to pick.

then there's this heart and mind
which quarrels every time,
now lost in thoughts
I'm torn in which to side.
Apr 2020 · 571
countdown
kolsmusing Apr 2020
our time is fleeting
and it won’t take long
until we reach that end
where you’ll be leaving
Aware but still scared by the thought of someone leaving.
Apr 2020 · 824
gasping
kolsmusing Apr 2020
she needed you last night
as much as she needed air
because she’s afraid as hell.
she was so afraid
that she didn’t want to close her eyes
in spite of the sleepiness she feels
because if she does,
the darkness would come in
and swallow her.
What it feels like to be scared with no one to help you.
Apr 2020 · 1.1k
trusting Him
kolsmusing Apr 2020
To all the stopovers
and endings
the delays
and the in between
and the waiting.

I know that it was God's plan
so I will keep still
while pouring all my faith
and trusting God's hands.
God had and always been my refuge. Never did he fail me nor left me. That's why I leave it all to Him. He knows and wants what's best for me.
Mar 2020 · 284
brave soul
kolsmusing Mar 2020
amid the chaos,
I found peace
Troubled mind;
restless heart;
damaged soul.
All came in piece
but I will not be swayed,
gonna keep the faith
every pain will be worth it.
Mar 2020 · 339
patiently wait
kolsmusing Mar 2020
one day
when the night is no longer lonely
and when the day starts to get sunny
I will find my way
into someone's arms,
which I can lean on.
someone's hand,
which I can hold on.
someone's heart,
who can love me.
but for now I will wait,
pray to God
to continue guiding me.
and lead my way.
but for now,
I will find joy in these lonely nights,
and patiently wait for my sunny days.
Patiently wait for the good things that you've been praying for.
Mar 2020 · 281
selfish
kolsmusing Mar 2020
he took away,
all that there is.
left nothing,
but ruins.

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