i was scared that you would be like the rest.
i spent so much time trying to make you prove you were,
i failed to realize that you were different.
we sat in the neighborhood and watched the sky.
we talked about god, why i didn't believe.
you explained to me why you did.
i don't know where i'm at right now,
because it's been so long and you're still mad.
(but i am too)
i don't know what i'm trying to say,
and i know that you'll never see this.
i'm just having a bad day and i decided to pray...
you brought me to something i never thought i'd see,
i don't know if it's God, but i know i believe in something.
because whatever's up there brought you to me
when i needed you more than anything.
i told you that you saved my life.
i meant that.
i loved you then, i love you now, and i'll love you forever.
i just wanted you to know that.