I loved once, twice, thrice  even more
Felt it's sweetness and melancholy
Danced to it's tune
Tripped several times
Stumbled sometimes
but can't stop, can't help
to want anything else than taste
Over and over again
the beauty of love

I tried to write out my feelings
But couldn't define nor explain
How or what I felt
Made  up a closed world in my head
To get into when things get hard
But now I can't find my way out

Passing through a populated street
But feels like walking through the desert
I wish I could explain
But words won't be enough
To explain how I really feel

I wish, I told you how I felt
Let go the fear and doubts
Trust my guts for once
Then maybe, I won't be stuck
Writing this, staring in pain
at your wedding pictures

I recall those days
I ran after the walking moon
Dreamt to be carried on the wings of a fairy
Gazing at every little thing with amazement
Admiring the wind's beautiful melody
Filled with curiosity and expectations
Fearlessly danced through the rain
With just one thought in mind
Being happy was my only goal
But as time goes by
The ageing crystal rain melts away
alongside my cherished childhood

I'm overwhelmed and confused too
It's no one's fault and it's difficult
but it hurts a lot
I'm not going anywhere else though
I feel like this is where I'm meant to be
So let me just suffer here peacefully
With hope as the only thing to hold on too
Take all the time and space you need
Maybe you're my maybe…
And that's worth every sacrifice
Bye for now

I see you only in my dreams
Smiling back at me
helding me tied within your arms
Whispering in my ear to move on
But i closed my eyes so tied
hoping to never wake up from this dream
But as the sun rosed up
My beautiful dream fades away with my love

I wish you never left along with the wind
I count every single star in the night
hoping to fing you amongt
The night breeze frozed my tears
But your love kept my heart warm
But the truth remains the same
I will never see you again

Your here but your heart's not
Looking at  me in the eye
But your eyes glows no more
It's crystal clear in my mine
But not in the heart
Think about us and not you
Say not, what your about to say
Before you roll the dile
Take a step to the past
And grab a taste of our sweet times
Tell me whats taking you away
Then I'll change, to have you stay
Put on a mask to make you smile
I'll change to someone else
That someone that grabs your attention
To revive the flame of love
I'll do the unforgettable
Just stay!!!

Loosing strength at a notice of a glance
Trembling at the sound of mockery
Ceased breath at the presence of silence
Speeding heart at the face of pressure
Loosing words at the speaking edge
I feel, when expressing you

Till when Will you stop
Hunting my mind and soul
Creeping through every piece of me
I got no shield to keep you away
I got no sword to fight you
But a pill of determination
And a grain of courage
As the sea waves flows away
I hope to see you leave

You look familiar, lying down the ground
Taughts of you years back
Flows through my mind
Words to describe your journey, I can't define
For infinitely you move around
Change from one objectif to another
Bravely you accept your faith
Speechless you endure the trend

Those who create
Their own drama
Deserve their own
karma

It is maze in which only the smart makes through it
It is a game where only the wise wins
It is a journey where only the courageous understake
It is risk in which only the brave overcome

The clumsy's get lost in the maze
The heedless loose the game
The cowards lose their way
The frightened remain domant

A sticky mark on the flesh
As a graffiti on a wall
A sign of the past
memories of the fading dahlia
Stick as a thorn on the flesh

Can be covered but never leaves
Cause the heart is filled with regrets
The soul gasp for air
As the memories suffocate his mind
The night wind refreshes the mark
Cause the thoughts invades his heart
As the cold wind touch his chest
Laid on the bed with a single wish
That someday, the rain will wash away the stain

It's infinite colour
As dense as blood
As hurtful as a piercing arrow
Painful beyong imagination
Confused looks it's admirer
When looking beyong it's colour

It's beauty is fake
It's true colour is seen
As it fades away
Bringing imagination
Beyond definition
Unexpressable

What secret does it hides
That surpass man's thought
It's beauty name love
But as it fades away
It moves along with it's attribute
Leaving just a grain of hope

Untouchingly pierces the heart
Leaving an unseen infinite wound
Bringing just a single desire
To fade away with it's beauty
The last grain of hope pass away
And along with it went my heart

A glowing eye filled with love
A tender hand of shelter
A gracious smile on your face
Is enough to keep me alive
A unique feeling
So warm and tender

With her eyes she makes me
Promises of a lifetime of love
"No,one's gonna hurt you love
I'm gonna give you all of my love
No body matters like you"
Her tender arms caresses me
feels like being enclosed in a fine linet

With her lips she teaches me
right from wrong
With her arms she guides my every foot steps
A love that can't be compared
I felt so,looking into her eyes

In her eyes,sparkling little stars bright
But turns to thousands of soldiers
To rescue me from harm
Careless of her safety
She fearlessly climb mountains and hills
To keep me safe in her fine linet arms.

A loveable mask
Admirable in all eyes
But desiteful beyond doubts
A burden for the masked
But a hope to smile
And hurts forgotten

A rae view of life
The fear at everynight
To see it's mask fall
Like the hope of a dieing patient
To never see the sunlight again
A single wish in it's eyes
To fing happiness unmasked

A life of rose when masked
A life of thorn when unmasked
Thou reach out for the rose
But behold he holds a treacherous rose
With just an artificial beauty
Which sills thou's heart in internal torture

A wish to turn back time
To adapt to the torns
Which within it is hidden happiness
But thou can only regret
Cuz as time passes by
The treacherous rose fades away

Lost in the dark,unkown but seen                                                             ­                                                           A beautiful night rose,masked in the lighting darkness.                                   Waiting for the last sunlight.                                                        ­                     To sprung it's beautiful reddish petals.                                                              Worthy of the moon's praises.                                                         ­                But scared to be recognised but denied.                                                            The fear to take a step to the light.                                                           ­      And attract all the mocking eyes.                                                            ­               A fear to be rejected through time.                                                            ­                                                         As if the light was a crime.                                                           ­                    But though, feel so right.                                                           ­                                                            So retained itself from dreaming.                                                        ­               But tries to keep on smiling in the darkest lighting                                                         ­                                                            But ends up sorcking in tears.                                                           ­            Cause it's disguised beauty is now fading.                                                        Without a stare of the sunshine.                                                        ­                   A regret to have let go, but not held on to the last atom of light.                      A regret to leave the earth bare.                                                            ­            Without it's on mark on it.                                                              ­                                                                A regret to have not been loved.                                                           ­                 To be worth a tear shadding,as it fades

If a wish could make a change.                                                          ­           Then we'll live in chains.                                                          ­                                                         If live was a game,i wish i never payed.                                                           ­    I hope just a sound could change the world around.                                                          ­                                                             If tears were enough to stop the fading joy.                                                             ­                                                            Then a pooll of blood I'll shed for evalasting  joy.                                                 ­                                                         I wish i had a choice, to take away the hurts.                                                           ­                                                            Why long last the pain,and second last the joy.                                                             ­                                                            If a step to the past, can bring life to a restart.                                                         ­                                                          Then surely I'll prevent,the falling glasses,.                                                        ­                                                          And held on to time, as if it was the last.                                                            ­                                                                 ­ Alas,times runs ahead,but left me behind.                                                          ­                                                              But­ now alone with a single regret, to have let time pass me by.                                                              ­                                                                 ­ I hope atleas i die like the night rose, full of grace.