i feel like a dead body
a corpse full of fat
full
it's such a disgusting feeling
my insides slathered thick in grease
fat
bubbling, overwheling
fat
wretched curds
of fat
i don't even care about it
the fat
that isn't what made me like this
but still it's horrid to look at
lumpy, coagulated
fat
stiff
yet squishing, squelching
fat
******* fat
could you imagine
a drowned body
water-logged
bloated
but i'm not dead
no excuse
not even damp
just
fat
i ate today, a whole three times. i was happy today and now i want to slice open my stomach and scoop out everything with a laddle because eating causes bloating (to the very least)