And to let you know
Your words are talking to me now
You are not there
But your feel is
I talk idiotically
I answer the questions you posed
I was too busy then
I couldn’t answer to them
I was not with you
Not there with you when needed
Not there when it drizzled
Not there under a clear blue sky
Not on the path we trod once
Held hands
Stole kisses
I was not there when I had to be
You did well
You left your memories behind
Only to be reawakened
Each time I go through it
Every time I pay a visit to your ‘world of words’
I understand this
All over again
You are away to the stars
Not with me anymore
It’s hard, Ohh, it is!
To believe you are gone
Left with I am, your writings
Keeping you alive through it
Still talking me
I keep coming back to it
And yes call me selfish
I only read about wonderful times
And not about the hard times you wrote of
It is even harder as I try
To close my eyes
To believe you are still here
In this realm
Prized possessions
As it yours
The only thing that takes me to you
Only thing I am left with