A new drink From the bar. I never have to roam far For as my tears flow and my thoughts grow In insanity and darkness I get intoxicated off sorrow's drink "self Devastation." It is such a rush. This free drink. Such speaks to me. The "sorrow's" bartender gives me a drink. And then another.... I don't need a tab or check for this visit. As such drinks are paid by "insanity."
Midnight in Moscow The cold and moonlight hit my face Smiles and welcome Shouts of cheer From all over the place. A glistening and beautifully strong city Inventive personalties Hospitably people warm away feelings of gritty. Beautiful women and the sounds of dance halls The Kremlin brightly lit and protected by high red walls. What a handsome sight to see. As I took a walk and then a tour. It was a worthwhile vacation. An "every day life" detour.
Sleep is a rare commodity. Add the weight of stress and the thoughts of worry or doubt The scale tips The sandman has no pay for any more credit to be maxed out. Rains shall fall Not just your eye lids Relaxation is harder As you slip into confusion Clear thoughts forbid. After one falls Falls from exhaustion or heavy-bodies Sleep comes as the prize the body resets and the mind mends from the calamity. Now comes a new way of thought. About face. The scale balances out the once "large" of debt's size.
Before I lose everything..everyone that I care for?
What I need in my life, so very much?
The storm was started
As anger lit the match
I mended such broken parts back together
Can’t you see? Insanity?
It might be said “to last, forever.”
“Will you get the best of me?”
I have suffered through Ednos and Adhd,PTSD, and Addictions for many years. I was never broken. I got my help and stronger with the right family. Friends. I got stronger. Support to any who still suffer and have yet to find their own ground.
Asleep in Manila upon steps in the astral plain... I stayed in hotels lined with gold.... 5 senses awake Even though my body was fast asleep My body was left behind..as my spirited vacation did my soul Take. I traveled to her upon beams of light we fused together Visitations of youth and light Kept the woman over seas within my "kinder" and more "loving" sights. we stayed together, there walking the streets. Greeting fellows and then walking the waves crashing upon the oceans' shores as the sun hit our faces and we felt lonely no more. Although I had awaken from what was considered "Just a dream" The memories remained. Just as in any physical vacation. No matter the means of travel.. I considered such a "temperate" daydream Just with another way of travel.. With the aid of soul's aid My feet touched down on more beautiful gravels.
Feelings of Joy from the chill Arctic colds freeze the body Also, it purifies the soul Out flies astral travels of my Human will. Visiting lands at the speed of an "Outer Body " "dream" Landing states are quick and also unneeded Communicates with other souls adds to a sweeter and a more "clear eyed" vision and a more "grander" scheme. Fly with me upon golden wings Join with me against star lit scenes As we dream together, even in the real land.. as astral waves are painted with a truer light with lesser burdens... No worldly issues..just me and you. Maybe you've seen me enter your "dreams?" as I joined with your soul and beautiful travels bathed beautiful avenues without tolls.