Curiosity
killed the mind
Imagination
freed the spirit
Cloudy thoughts
Brought rainy nights
Daydreams
Brought sunny skies

I lost myself when I lost you

Stumbling around the block

Broken, battered, and bruised

Over someone who reminds me of you

But she’s not you

Her smile doesn’t make me smile like yours

Her touch doesn’t heal me like yours did

And I feel like I lost control of who I am

Because your where I wanna be

I don’t like you,
because we like the same color,
I don’t like you,
because your always on my mind,
I don’t like you,
because you always make me smile,
I don’t like you,
because your love keeps me on edge,
I don’t like you,
because you’ve awaken my inner ambition,
I don’t like you,
because my days aren’t complete without your voice in it,
I don’t like you, because you always keep it real,
I really don’t like you,
because you made me believe in love and marriage,
I don’t like you,
because your eyes massage the knots in my soul.
I don’t like you,
because I’m finally strong enough for you to lean on me,
I don’t like you, because things are better when I’m with you,
I don’t like you,
because you like me,
as much as I like you,
which now has made me LOVE you,
Your the certified truth!

You took flight on me,
Leaving with nothing but bittersweet memories of you,
An empty space where you once laid,
And a lingering smell I couldn’t get to go away,
It was hard to smile for a while,
Then as my emotions began depleting,
Someone better came along,
And now I’m happy,
Because they made me forget about you.

Seeded in the garden of rich soil

Watered with love and raindrop kisses

Bearing a lovely aroma of affection

You are

My sacred flower

Soo here we are
I’ve opened my eyes to see you
Waiting at the bottom for me
I didn’t get here on my own
Really I didn’t have much of a choice
And I chose not to choose
Tell me what was your selection?
You said you understand me
But, we came here together
Where has that time lead us?
Whispers into darkness
Asking where, how, when, and why
I did, or I didn't do on the way here
Everything goes silent

Trapped
overthinking for so long,
Love & I shared the same air
Laying right next to me
Holding on to me
Long after the sunrise
Beyond the moment the sunsets
But the life of pride
Would never let us coincide
Love is hell

Hiking to clear my mind

Floating tears from my broken heart

Dance in the wind

Giving a crooked smile to the morning sun

Knowing that empty space will be replaced

Some day….

There’s no liquor
There’s no drugs
There’s no medicine
There’s no one
There’s nothing
That will make you feel
Better than I made you feel...

As you sleep peaceful
I’m wondering if you can feel the love
From me.....
To you .....

I cringed after hearing you lied
telling people you were my friend,
because I knew you were a backstabber..

Just because
We had the same person
Doesn’t mean
We had the same person
You were written on paper
I was the 3D version ...

Love
It’s so beautiful
Yet it yields a vicious sword
Rather its today
Or years from now
Love’s sword cuts through the skin effortlessly
So just imagine what it does
The moment it reaches the heart....

If your looking for me
There’s an empty box
At your front door
That used to hold the key to my heart
I left the box for you
The same way you left me...

I wanna love you
Like the full moons reflection
Loves to ride
The reckless waves to shore....

Tell me what you see in me

And I’ll tell you how thats a lie

Because everything your about to say

I’ve heard it all before now

Time after time

Willing to risk it all for love

Never again

This time I’m choosing me

Have you ever thought to think,
Or ever think of what you thought,
Because somethings aren’t what you think,
And yet most things aren’t what you thought,
See the reality of thinking,
Is that you really think too much

Facing a broken mirrored image of myself
Pulled in the direction of love
Committed to doing everything right for love
Then love proved that I’m doing it wrong
Often convinced by love that its me
Then love proved that theory is false

Karma had me on the edge of the cliff,
Self destruction slowly floated on a cloud laughing right in my face,
My pride kept telling me to jump,
As I began to argue with my ego,
Mixed emotions I grabbed my head
Then began to yell
I felt a gust of wind
Life was forcing me to make a decision
The noise became silent as I fell
Darkness surrounded me
Seemed like the only friend I had
Took a deep breath
Opened my eyes to see you
Waiting at the bottom for me

I’ve learned
From the Moon
How to adapt
To the rain
Perseverance through the storm
In search of my freedom
But I’m caged
In my mind
On the dark-side
Of the Moon

You left me for dead,
then you left me on read, ****—..
it hurts considering you were a part of me,
and thats not right
because all I have is what you left for me,
and its became bad for me like clogged arteries.

I
Might
Be
Breathing
Like
Everyone else
But
I feel
Dead
Inside.
Therefore
I
Am
Numb.

Maybe I was misinformed,
Or simply couldn’t understand,
what it meant to go,
from a boy to a man,
where's picasso when you need someone,
to paint a vivid picture,
so these distinct images in my head,
will soon become a work of art.

She's just looking for love,
& slowly...
the control of her emotions begins to fade,
with every cup, shot, puff-puff pass she takes,
every minute her precious time goes to waste on another boy,
who wants to play the role of what he believes to be a man,
bad habits, clean cut, but always pulling up his pants,
those times he held her hand and pretended to give a ****--,
instead of loving her heart, mind, body, & soul,
because ....thats all she really wants.. . .
but at this point her control of emotions are gone,
she held on for so long,
she can't hold any longer,
tried her best to be strong,
but lost all strength to be stronger,
because for every time he lies,
after her teary eyes have dried,
she just wants to know why?
Love...thats all she really wants.