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11.5k · Dec 2018
Alone
keila skie Dec 2018
I know
You care about me
10 more people do
Yet I can't get rid
Of this feeling
Of doom

I know
I have you
10 more people too
Yet I can't find a person
To talk to
late at night
288 · Dec 2018
Waiting
keila skie Dec 2018
Im sitting
In the dark
Waiting

What am I waiting for?
A call
From who?
Anyone
At this point, does it really matter?
Does it?
Yes
Because I'm waiting for a call
Late at night, all we want is someone to talk to, but no one is awake at 3am. No one will answer the phone, so we are left waiting, but that call will be worth the wait.
256 · Dec 2018
Reasons?
keila skie Dec 2018
I want to fall
So bad
To run
And trip
To crash
And burn
I want to hurt
To feel
Pain
A reason for it
The air is
Thin
Can't take too much
It hurts
But why?
No reason at all
There is a moment where one feels hopeless, where one feels pain, but we can't seem to find the reason why. It hurts, but why?
174 · Dec 2018
Eternal life
keila skie Dec 2018
Have you ever gotten existential
Hit with the realization
That you are going to die
And you don't know when
Or how
But that it's inevitable

With the feeling that
you don't really matter
You are just passing by
Entertaining others
Not really changing anything
No impact

And that you
Have no idea
That there is an afterlife
You believe ofcourse
But there is no guarantee
But if there is
Even that is scary

If there is
How will it be
Is it really how your grandpa told
Like the bible tells
Like your dreams
But eternal life is scary
Eternal life in
Heaven
And in
Hell
86 · Sep 23
the inevitable
keila skie Sep 23
we all lose things
and people too

we have a timer
ticking furiously
angrily

take me back
peacefully
lovingly

i wish for eternity
although eternity can be cruel
at least you
will be
here
.
I lost someone this week, currently at the funeral. I havent logged into hp in a while now, almost 2 years. I wonder what gave me the motivation to write again, was it death? Looking at my previous posts, maybe it was. Death inspires me. like how a dog inspires a rabbit.

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