How you kissed me today is what I have been longing for
God, how I had missed the taste of your lips colliding with mine
So, I took in that moment
I engraved it in my memory
And I will go to war for that feeling again
Lately I have been taking showers so hot that they scorch my skin
leaving their mark on my body in every place that you used to kiss
It is okay if
all you are able to do
today is exist
How can someone make you the happiest yet the saddest version of yourself?
Words don’t hurt
You are doing your best
and bettering yourself
I am doing my best
yet I am destroying my body, mind and soul
Doing everything I can to be here
Because you are better without me
but I was better with you...
just tell me...
how do you plan a life with someone
and then one day
act like they don't exist?
i still remember meeting eyes across the bar
i remember the first time we kissed
the day you cleared out your closet to make room for me
i hope she notices how you twitch right before you fall asleep
i hope she knows your favorite food
and your pet peeves
i just hope you are happy
but it kills me that it's not with me