I run
      I fight
But yet
       Here I am
Doing what
       Nothing
I may help some
       But I can never be helped
People don’t know
      The things I hear
           They don’t know
      the things I see
The things I feel
     Maybe some know
          But most don’t
   Most people just think I’m crazy
         Insane, even
   But what they don’t know
        Is that it’s all just in my
   head.

dear Rem,

           i had a lot of fun today

          i finally found it

          the place you told me about

          it’s right where you said it would be

          oh, Rem

          i wish you were here

          maybe you are

          are you here

         are you in the cave

         you must be

         otherwise you never would have

         told me about it

         oh, Rem

         why didn’t you

         tell me sooner

         you see

         now that I’ve found where you’ve been hiding

         we can be together again

          oh, Rem

         why did you ever leave

          it was because of me

         wasn’t it

         all I wanted to do was play

               hide & go seek

         oh, Rem

         i think

         i think I won this game

         you should’ve hid better

         oh, Rem.

love from your sister.

give thanks
                    for what
things you love
things you care for
things you need
give thanks
give thanks
                   for food
                   for family & friends
give thanks
                   for faith
                   for happiness
                   for joy
                   for love
                   for delight
                   for forgiveness
                   For life.
give thanks to the world

The heat of the sun.
The beat of the drum.
Bells tinging,
Jingles jingling,
Cow Bells ringing,
Children laughing,
Men singing,
A powwow.
An intertribal.
What flies over head?
A mystical friend.
The eagle came to join.
We danced as it flew over us.
It circled watching us from afar.
When it left,
We felt blessed.

Will you be there
If I'm hurt
If I'm lonely
If I'm scared
Will you be there
If I'm afraid
If I'm worried
If I'm sick
Will you be there
Of course not
because you were the one
You were the one who hurt me
Who made me feel worthless
You made me fell like I was the problem
If I asked you to stay
Would you
Or would you lie to me
Wait for me to fall asleep
Just so you could **** my sister
Would you stay if I asked
If you did stay
Would you be kind
Or would you abuse me
Just so you could get what you want
Would you change
Or will you always be the same
It doesn't matter
Because I never want you to be here, again.