Rappelles toi quand allongés sur le sable mort
L'eau acide submergeait lentement nos deux corps
Et a chaque brisement bruyant de lames
Les vagues emportaient un peu de notre âme
Souviens toi de la lumière rouge du cris des oiseaux
Et de nos vêtements humains collés à notre peau
Chaque ressac guidait ma conscience vers mes pieds
Nus, par lesquels elle pouvait gentiment s'échapper,
Rejoindre celle des marins, des pêcheurs, des soldats
Fixant aveuglément le libre et mouvant toit
Noyés aux poumons fleuris de créatures étranges
Dont les yeux vides et aimants patiemment nous démangent
Et laissent un vieux cœur battre dans la rouge écume
Sortant de ma poitrine, traversant la brume
Pour trouver son étoile, sans âme également
Car la mer qui donne prends tout a ses enfants.

I could be overused like a cigarette kiss
Just to see another time this smile on your lips
Bare foot tip-toeing inside my brain
Soft hands just trying to ease the pain
I want your peppermint laugh to fall on my scars
And this frozen tear near your eye shine like a star
I want to recognize your voice in the corner of my eyes
And choke myself with your cinnamon lies
Maybe I can rent a place inside your love
And wait until there is nothing above
Curled up inside your mind
A place where I won't be found
Maybe you'll see my smile in your dreams
And it your nightmares my body will scream.

I am following you, my sun
Head and heart towards you
I wouldn't run away
You are everywhere, my sun
Made by you, for you, I am yours
I live for you like I always will
You are making me grow, my sun
But you don't care about me
My heart is behind my petals
Take it, I don't need it, my sun
I need you but you don't need me
And you are so far away
I'm a sunflower and you are the sun
I'm yours but you're not mine
I hate you
My sun.

This is not a poem, just a random thought about poetry. For me, my poems are like some precious butterflies that I want to keep alive, to watch them move and burn their wings to the fire. And when I decide to show them to someone, it means that I trust you and I know you won't let them fly away or you won't burn them alive. But sometimes people do so, and just look at my poems without really watching them, thinking "it's another one of her strange stuff". But a part of my soul is in those poems and when people doesn't pay attention to them it's like they don't pay attention at myself, the deep and thinking me. Anyone thinks like me ? Or am I asking too much ?

Try to sleep
Close your eyes
So the monsters won't eat
What's left of your lies

Push away the shadows
With the torch of your dreams
Break your heart before it blows
And fire against the victims

When you sleep your brain is dead
Stop thinking
Go to bed
And everything will be better in the morning.

"No pain, no gain"
Tears under the make-up
"Nobody cares what's in your brain,
If you are smart we'll cover it up"

Endless legs, bright smile, perfects skin
I'm breaking and I can't win
My whole body is a golden cage
I'm desperately trying to turn the page

Behind my eyelids, islands of sadness
Lights, cameras, speechless dress
My heart is as dark as my soul
It's my life but not my goal

Step after step on the catwalk I need help
Career mistake fashion model
Maybe I'm just a broken angel

Broken wings and broken dreams
Ashes of the good old days
There's just bones under my skin
Don't want to eat as always

Always wearing long dresses
Because my arms have scratches
Nation's idol, photographer's doll
But what's under the lipstick ?

One second of happiness
Three hours crying at my place
Now my appearance is everyone's else
I've just become faceless

I close my eyes, just to see the darkness
Flashes everywhere and to be honest
People love me for my appearance
People don't see my desperate dance

I'm killing myself just to get to the top
I'm an illusion, the falsity of the world
The picture behind the camera
Another fighter of the arena

No, you don't want to look like me
I'm the monster from your movie
Behind my pretty face,
There's a skull like everyone else's.

Your eyes are open gates through deadly hells
Which are similar to your blasphemic red lips
Your voice sing the song of some morbid bells
Marbred white skin running from ribs to hips

Eyelashes like blades, ghostly butterflies
Your body slither like a venomenous snake
Perfect white teeth, guardians of your cursed lies
Like a cruel swan you cut my neck

Tell my name like you were drowning
Mix of alcohol and nicotine
Cigarette burns invades my skin
Slowly addicted to your deathly dreams