I had forgotten how good the fantasy feels.

I dream soundly without him
when the memory of his hands
puts these tired lungs at ease.
I play with 'hope' on my tongue.
It's beginning to taste sweet.

I will hold him in my arms soon.
We will warm our bellies
with whiskey again,
and I won't walk home alone
this time.

We've grown up in the snow,
with winter in our veins,
something visceral and uniform.
He knows what to do with
these freezing hands of mine.
I ****** my lip
with bite marks
at the thought.

I am leather-bound and blank;
he has so many ways
to fill me up.

Maybe it's your lips
Maybe it's your eyes
Maybe it's your touch
Maybe it's your little lies

Captivate me in your lustful charm, kiss me down as you mean no harm.
Alarmed, I am the ****** goddess, I'll ride you til' you feel inburdened of your sins, til' you come back for more, til' it's me that you lustfully want to lure.
Your lustful cure... Incurable but desirable, mystical and sensual... My touch will evaporate your being of existence as you will only crave me more... I am your lust drug....
Addictive, Withdrawl.

Satisfy you with my every sensual intention, grasp my breath and give me my deserved attention.

I am a queen, royalty, in vain.
I won't apologise as I quite enjoy it messy...
Spank me hard and **** me...
Our birthday suit...
**** me til' I'm too tired to leave you.
Numb all emotions and get onto my level, it's all about the ***, the drugs, and the life we are livin'...
Faded, gone, no attachments...
Just pure lustful passive aggression.

["Bloodflows" by Sohn is playing in the background]

Vanessa,
Every night I envision the two of us
Inside a beautiful room with dim lights
Just the two of us naked
You standing right in front of me
Those beautiful ******* softly swinging
Those wondrous ******* protruding
The **** near flawless symmetry of your legs
The way your hands swing from side to side as you walk towards me
You smile at me as you wrap your arms around me from behind
Both hands around my waist
You lean in to kiss my neck
You kiss me so soft and so deep with a little bit of aggression
My **** begins to grow hard as you take it into your grip
and begin gently squeezing it and stroking it
Your other hand squeezing my *** cheeks
I beg you not to stop
As the feeling is electric
I have never ever felt anything like it
You take your hand from my ***
and reach around to my chest and with your fingers
You start rubbing my ******* very lightly
You know that's another weak spot of mine
You start stroking my other ****** with your fingers
Just lightly stroking my ******* with both hands
As you continue to kiss my neck
I've never felt so loved
Keep doing that to me baby
You know the way I like it
Can I just be here with you in this moment a little longer?
'Cause I have such strong ****** feelings towards you
I honestly want to *******
Maybe we could be friends with benefits
And **** each other to our heart's desires
Maybe you'll like the way my tongue feels
Once your legs are spread wide open
and your ***** is right in front of my mouth
There are a lot of things I think you'd love
If we were friends with benefits

I notice that I get along well with women who are *** workers
****... strippers, escorts, prostitutes, **** stars you name it.
I get along with women in that line of work more often than the average person
Probably because they all have something that I want
And that something is *** and partying
No, I'm not afraid to say it
There's just something about them
The provocative way that they dress
The sensual smell of fragrances that they wear
The way they wear their **** me pumps
It just inspires me and turns me on
And it makes me want to reward them
In a private room for rewarding me with
The once in a lifetime pleasure of viewing
The beautiful shapes of their gorgeous bodies.

I want to taste your breath
Feel it warm between breaks
As we sigh from ecstasy

Gentle, tender
Caressing tongues
Biting your lips

In the dark,
With the mind's eye
Searching your curves

Within whispers and hymns,
Echoes and silence,
Rolling with the beat,

Of a pounding heart,
Rushing blooding
And tingling skin

Where scents blend,
Of flesh and soul,
To become, but one

A brilliant star
In a milky way
The fairest of all