Bury me in autumn leaves,
stuck in thought and memory,
wait for you to cross that sea,
till winter shows me how i breathe.
I'll wait until the lights come on,
the Christmas kind that we first saw,
And though I couldn't keep my word at all,
so grateful you can't see me crawl.
But there's still time to pick me up,
my heart's still yours to interrupt,
so don't be scared,
just love me so,
i'm here because of you,
And you alone.

where do you walk on a blurry night?
lonely, in love, and full of flight.
but how do you fly without your own eyes,
when all of your truth have always been lies?

When thoughts were just thoughts,
Not shackles of the mind,
When substance was sinful,
Not shortcuts through life.
When love was a feeling,
Not a goal to achieve,
When your presence was peaceful,
Not a name lost in steam.
It's not trust that I lack,
Or a fault in your words,
Not the past that I fear,
Or the fear that it stirs.
It's the way that I love,
To the people I hurt,
It's the closet of guilt,
All the things undeserved.