i have flirted with death too much and ive fallen in love. our vows have been said and now i live a life I am not content with. and life taunts me with its bitterness but yet i stay. because death is a life i have to learn to love. i belong to you, mi amor, mi vida.
its hard to breathe when my lungs are filled with substances i cannot name. and its hard to see when my vision is an empty whiskey bottle shattered in my brain. diga buenas noches al chico malo porque de repente estoy cansado.
say goodnight to the bad guy because suddenly i am tired
you’re poison and ive been licking the bottle clean countless nights ive forgotten and ive been trying to remember what sober feels like. but you're better than any drug ive ever had and im addicted to you already.
i open my mouth to scream, to at least sob, but my mouth is dry and my eyes... my eyes can no longer feel tears that trickle down towards my withered heart. no longer living; im blind of all things that once made me happy.
bring me closer to you, until i am you. until you breathe what i exhale, my agony, until you understand why i am me. but you do not, and you never will. because the second you realize that ive almost fallen in love with the idea of you, we start again; at the beginning. ive almost forgotten how we used to be, and you've seemed to already forgotten our conversations. we are nothing but poets lost in love, in loneliness.